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Race, Gender, and Tantra Makeovers with Kamali Minter TPP74

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Kamali Minter pic In this episode I was joined by fellow tantra instructor Kamali Minter and had the profound honor and privilege of co-creating a verbal vision board for a harmonious tantric future. It was a blessing to have her share wisdom and offer guidance that can help humanity peacefully and lovingly integrate and overcome the shadows of race and gender politics. We also discuss what personal, cultural, and ecological “tantra makeovers” might look like as divine feminine consciousness continually expands internally and externally.

Please visit her website at:
http://www.spaceforlove.com/

About Kamali:
Kamali’s passionate about transformation through art, movement, breath, and sound. She fuses her knowledge of Tantra, Taoism, Yoga, Relationship and filmmaking, to create opportunities for us to experience the Love that we are. She is a trained Tantra teacher and Reiki Master, and has been certified through Tao-Tantric Arts and Embody Tantra. She did her 200 YTT with Shivakali Yoga. And is learning more classical lineage practice from Nita Rubio. Other influences include Alison Armstrong, Marianne Williamson, Kathleen Dayvolt, and many more. Her approach to healing is about making ancient wisdom relevant to our modern lives by guiding practices that have been used for thousands of years to reach enlightened states, in ways that are accessible and fun.

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Tantra Punk your guide to sexual Liberation healing and empowerment as a certified Tantra counselor and certified permaculture designer I’m here to help you grow spiritually sexually and ecologically my online and in-person counseling sessions and training programs are price to fit any budget I’m looking forward to helping you design and ever more Divine Life Path please send me an email to Ben at Tantra Punk. Com and our journey together will begin hello their beloveds welcome to Township Funk podcast episode number 74 I’m here again with Kamali Minter we had a podcast recording that we did recently and for some reason the goddess squashed by voice and her voice was loud and clear and I tried to salvage it but then just realized that things are usually easier the second time and there’s probably a reason to shift the the context a bit so too kind of preface where we’re coming from we were talking about a tantra makeover of ourselves of our communities and if the future of life on Earth and really turning into race and gender issues and how we can all work together to build a beautiful future using this technology and we were kind of getting into the indicting a lot of the transgressions of patriarchal behavior in misogynistic behavior in the institutionalized racism in after talking again about how we could maybe even transcend that conversation which was super potent would be too kind of set up a dialogue where it’s the future already and we’re kind of looking back on how we overcame a lot of those hindrances to the True Glory that we all want to experience so thank you for bearing with that that long breakfast and come only if you would be so kind to again introduce yourself and tell us the beautiful story of your path of Tantra and then we can go from there sure be my pleasure thank you for having me back and I think it’s actually was thinking of you were talking how Tantra cat was that original conversation that destroyed and yeah I am currently teaching Tantra love and intimacy coaching and it’s kind of the last thing that I ever saw coming in my path I stumbled across Tantra probably over about 10 years ago now when I have been doing a lot of training to heal from some wounding you know around relationships particular relationships with men is healing my relationship with my father after my parents divorce and healing from his infidelity and things that it happened around that and I was in a relationship and I was very much in love with and we were best friends but we just had completely different approaches to sex and that part wasn’t working at all I’ve been doing a lot of reading and speaking and searching about relationship and love and marriage and connection and socks and then of course in that search Tantra pops onto my Horizon and it was the first time that the idea that spirituality and sexuality weren’t separate things had been introduced to me and being a person who’d been kind of a spiritual Seeker into meditation and all kinds of other spiritual modalities for a good part of my life this was the first time that I entertained or even imagined that there could be a connection between my spirituality in my sexuality so I was kind of hooked from that initial and as I started to explore my with my first teacher Charlie Morgan and more of the Neo Tantra World initially the pool was about like how do I have better sex with my guy how do I have you no more Connection in the end in get this sort of fulfillment or satisfaction out of intimacy and out of my sex life that I was not experiencing but it ended up becoming the medicine Tantra itself became the medicine I didn’t know that I needed to actually thought the blocks around my heart that were keeping me from intimacy with everything in life prior to Tantra I thought it was a pretty open person I was race social I knew how to be with people consider myself very loving and generous but I would simultaneously walked around with this leg tightness or constriction in my body a lot of fear and Mild anxiety and all these different ways that I went about service protecting and putting on a mask or different faces to interact with people so I I did not even really realize that I was not showing up as my authentic self in my own life and that I was not allowing life to really touch me for fear of it hurting and that was showing up in my personal relationships but they’re showing up in different ways everywhere and Tantra was the path that actually started to mirror this back to me as it broke me open to a whole nother way of existing so through my own practice I have developed this deep love affair and appreciation for what Tantra actually is and it is so much more than what it was introduced me as initially in terms of the its connection to sexuality over time I’ve come to find discover and start to practice more classical Tantra and get more in to sadhna and Mantra and yantras and goddess work and it’s become the biggest source of my personal empowerment and for breaking me open both energetically but also emotionally and learning how to Source my power from a very natural connected place and add to a place where it was time for me to start sharing what I had learned what I didn’t know was part of the past is that at some point you have to share what you’ve been given when that came up you know this little boy sounds like it’s time to teach and I was like no but the teaching path is really just become another way of continuing to grow and deepen our on this spiritual journey so yeah awesome do you want to say a few words about some of the peak experiences of being opened up and what the circumstances were if they’re not well to graphic although anything goes on this podcast some of the pieces like before I even got into working with my Sexual Energy in new ways some of the first stages and it’s the way that I teach now is was really about the melting or the song out of places where I was holding onto a lot of tension both physically and emotionally so just learning things about how to touch and be touched tenderly learning things about how to allow my breath to make love to me actually started to tenderize me in a way I didn’t even know I needed to be tenderize I was I really prided myself on being like this independent woman who he no like I wasn’t as tough as the boys you know and other way I did that mostly was to have a pretty hard shell around me and in a lot of ways and so as I thought out and started to learn about the power in my Yoni the power in my vagina and how to start to tap into that power and let it move through me I didn’t have to find my protection through that hardening anymore like I could soften in my body are there that was interacting with a person or making or having a making love with my partner I could soften and let someone in and know that there was another kind of power that was going to keep me safe Anna wow I like to definitely Shakti rules of the universe cuz that’s awesome and then do you want to talk about exactly what you’re offering sorry when we can give the web links again at at the end but I’m just curious how you’ve woven your journey into certain teachings that are unique to your gifts bring there something better rise kind of like an artist they get inspired by whatever I’m learning I’m or have learned and what I’m hearing or listening to around me and you know people in My Tribe and out there in the world than like oh we need some of this medicine right now so but mostly I am I tried to offer classes is there class series periodically which is like the most affordable way for me to work with people and then I also do one on one coaching privately and I’m working on I had done for two years I taught a two-day weekend immersion for charu for embody Tantra and that was great time considering bringing my own version of that back next year and working on some stuff some online courses as well right now but mostly when I’m finding myself being drawn to are working in a couple of different areas and that is specifically I love working with women and empowering women around their their sexuality and her sensuality so a lot of my private clients are actually women looking to connect with her sexuality more or to be empowered by it and some kind of way to heal from past traumas just to be able to love their bodies you know or even that just have an orgasm or some kind of experience pleasure in sex so I do a lot of that work with lemon with a really love just I love watching women learn about like what their vagina is and all the things what does beyond the Practical things are taught in Biology class and then I do some work with couples and then my my class series I recently started trying to bring the element of nature into my work I’ve been finding myself really really drawn which is what the things we’ve talked about with the permaculture but I find myself really drawn to how Tantra adjust wakes us up to our interconnectivity with all things including nature and it really is the original source that we all come from it is our mother he knows shakthi is nature and and as I’ve fallen in love and deeper with mama and the goddess and Shakti it’s only it’s come hand-in-hand with nature and so I’ve been leaving the elements and some nature appreciation and working with emotions in to my class work recently so that’s so cool yeah I have to say that I am working on it a similar parallel kind of path of ecosexuality and holistic permaculture kind of in Hawaii there’s a lot of very integrated communities that I’ve heard about it I’ve talked to some of the people where it’s just very intrinsic the way that the herbalism in soundtrack sacred sexuality training and and gardening they all are just sort of happening and it’s kind of an Ambien so I kind of feel like it’s kind of already deeper in the future than a lot of places where it’s really disintegrated in the another places that don’t have that that climate I guess there’s no excuse cuz if you can grow tropical fruit in in very cold and and high-tech Simon says well so before I get into a permaculture geek mode I’m really glad you’re working in that down that Dimension because I was just talking with one of my kind of dear colleagues in this work and been in just jokingly using the phrase as kind of a headline unkink your Kundalini with 50 Shades of Green it was kind of what we were experiencing and what we were collaborating to create is sort of opportunities and in a media that kind of demonstrate that just a breeze is orgasmic and it will take you there you know if you’re if you’re in nature you’re going to have all of this support to have the Shakti flow and you know all of the dilation of the whole astral body in the purification and just so much more conducive to all these practices in and then when you have that experience you can kind of question okay no wonder people get bored in the square box rectilinear architecture apartments and things in an 8-bit get so bored and so tired of just fucking that they’re like can you you know choke me half to death so I can have a new set Jason and I don’t want to put anybody down for that but I I wonder if we could if this if the the Kink BDSM World War II have like a collaborative ecosexuality timeshare conference with permaculture where we would all end up we probably end up throwing our own rope material and doing blindfolds and also just maybe actually transcending some of the childhood wounding that is responsible for being sort of tied in a knot of energy you know so that was a little bit so close to me right now well okay I guess the question is if now we can probably get into the fun stuff which is really talking about designing these time Trek theme parks of the future where adult children of all kinds of trauma can start to unkink after Kundalini in slow so I guess a lot of visions of how to make these things roll out into reality and I’m curious where you know now we please talk about race gender nature and classical Tantra and all the things that you were sort of daydreaming about that you could get support for taking everyone outside and there’s a lot there in terms of how much of what is really ailing us as modern humans particularly modern westerners has to do with the way that we live day-to-day so separate from separate from nature and also separate from ourselves you know who are a part of nature so I really I find you know like my most General passion is about connection and so for me being a black woman. Then translates into some very specific areas which is you know I’ve been developing a passion for how this workout Entre which really is amazing spiritual system for connection for that purpose how to use it in some of these faces that we’re seeing extreme disconnection making itself known in today’s world and this is a no disconnection separation that’s been there all along but it’s really loud right now because I feel like the world’s going through some deep trance relational stuff at this moment and it’s open to healing in a way you know it’s like a Gateway for healing is happening right now that hasn’t been open for quite some time you know so I’ve been fantasizing about like how how to work with you know some of the wounding that we’re seeing come to the surface the bias around social injustice Injustice is connected to raise primarily what I see as a fundamental issue of beauty of lack of understanding and compassion so it’s like everyone stuck inside of their own experience you know and that experience is also riddled with their own biases and limitations about the way they’re seeing and experiencing the world based on how they were shaped as children you know and how do we begin to crack those walls so that different things can be seen and different things can be heard that are that are outside of the realm of what you’ve previously experienced and Tantra magnificent for this because it’s it’s all about this expanding beyond the limit itself and it does it in ways that are so like bypasses the the conscious mind you know which can be very analytical and slippery and hard to pin down because it’s always looking for a disagreement Tantra melts you know through really a lot of it true recently have been experiencing the power of Mantra work you know and just that Mantra and it’s so you know sound healing is working with the very root pieces of creation you know God said let there be light those were the first two things that made everything lightning sounds he knows what it all is and so by working with light and sound you’re working with the tools that go right to the root of where everything got put into place inside of somebody you know and so I’ve experienced in my own life just the power of Mantra to transform and you don’t see it coming Genting is being 108 x great-great-great my tongue is tired and the next thing you know I’ve been doing this for 7 Days 11 days whatever and my heart’s a little lighter or this trigger I used to have all the time around you know white people looking at me a certain way doesn’t exist anymore you know there’s there’s just an interesting way to begin to experience Mantra getting under the hood of the really dissolving you know what we call the samskaras like those grooves of Habitual behavior and thinking that are keeping her locked so I’ve been thinking about how we how we use that how do I get people to fall in love with Mantra work and because there’s a mission yeah commission artists and musicians to put beats to it and you know they’ll be singing along and no time and I think that is a great way music music people can relate to is like easiest way to get are you are you aware of any artists in that I mean there’s a there’s so many different genres of music that are that are working with all kinds of chanting and mantras I’ve heard I’m not sure though if we know what you’ve encountered and if you have any suggestions or if you might want suggestions and I would just so I can just imagine you advising a new generation of artists and musicians with your your skill-set with the mantras in this bid chocolate Entre path and all that good stuff power of this kind of work to transform hip-hop you know in the sense that as a music form itself is pretty benign it started off as quite an innocent art form and its roots a lot of hip hop is very fun and you know playful and then we went to the pool. In the 90s where I got very misogynistic and materialistic and it’s kind of gotten mired and in those pieces you know and I do I’ve seen it a couple of Festival of some of the transformational festivals a handful of artists doing like hip hop and reggae some more contemporary launcher based music I can’t remember are any of their names of the top of my head I don’t have them in my playlist per se but I know they’re out there and it’s still all that stuff still kind of on the fringes you know I haven’t heard of anything penetrating mainstream yet per se the are you familiar with the four 48 equals 440 vs 8 equals 432 kind of controversy anything so high that that is affected me deeply and radically shifted all of the music that I have made his musician over the last few years have been kind of gotten into that and I’m wondering if I mean that’s just something to kind of put in the on this little this sort of verbal vision board of even if it’s not exact mantras being repeated as a specific number of times just tuning the root note of a track to the ohm frequency you know 136.1 and its sexy sharp in 432 creates that feeling of peace and shedding and opening up and it’s very like you said kind of bypasses the story of what’s happening and it just is yeah yeah yeah I know that stuff is really powerful light beginning to deal with sound healing and frequency and all of those pieces for sure I wish I made music I don’t I do like my tools of art tend to be film and visuals and spoken word and writing and that kind of thing but yeah I have actually experienced I’m a big fan of people who are doing that kind of sound healing work definitely do you have any any until you know that set the intention to the right people will come at the right time to back you up and make beats for you and do whatever it takes you know bring up my Layton Layton musician yeah definitely no big story so cool so yeah that the whole Sonic Dimension the mantras I think it’s a really good opening up of of just imagination for how to proactively address things that it seemed very stuck you know I feel like a if more rallies and protests were were using utilizing this technology they be more effective to trans yeah they would be you would be mellowing out the cops you know I’ve seen footage of the WTO protests where people were pounding drums in and there was a cut to one of the riot cops tapping her foot to the beat like they’re not supposed to do you know you know if I can send all of the Direct Energy and who are the people I enjoy working within the groups I want to help and those kinds of things and I’ve really been looking at people working in social justice in different ways you know because of all the anger and pain that is just prevalent in that work and you know we all can cognitively know love is the most powerful force to move with and and when you’re on the front lines all the time it can be really really hard to stay in that space in the space of fierce love like in love does not have to look soft but still just being able to stay connected to self and to the forces that are greater calling in nose like that Chucky Spirit you know that Sheba energy into the work that’s being done so that people aren’t doing it from their own you know will and burning themselves out another group of people that I’d love to do something with four sound right on so do you have yeah I had a I had a good conversation with Devi Ward on the podcast a while back kind of about people’s a people’s Tantra similar you know visioning of temples really where it’s more like a public Clinic where this the Sexual Healing Arts and services can be rendered to low-income people who perhaps help in the gardens and do some time Banking and things like that to really democratize access to these these ancient technologies that used to actually be more of a lower class female-centered matriarchal subversive transgressive underground really yeah you know it’s it’s really interesting the whole I’m cuz Tantra by Nature has always been secretive and for good reason and some way from what I’ve turn from a lot of my teachers you know and it’s because it’s like Tantra has steps away from all of the morality and fear base pieces that you find in a lot of other spiritual Traditions right and those moral pieces and the fear pieces or how people how they control people like how you keep people in check in keep them from doing things that they shouldn’t do and you know these different pieces and because it is so about the embracing all of it the dark and the light that there’s a place for everything at the table and and there are aspects of Tantra that do work with some very powerful and potentially dangerous energies you know to the physical plane that the secrecy is important in initiating people is important on some level because there are layers of the work that is accessed by the wrong level of Consciousness can be used in horrible, you know and and also I find that there’s a there’s a preparation process that has to be gone through by each individual Consciousness like a person has to be at the have to have a Readiness in their psyche to encounter certain layers of the past cuz you’re literally beginning to access the Loom or the larger the Consciousness you’re accessing the more energy you’re accessing the more that’s just going to expand and any you know ailments or issues that are happening in your system so there’s a really is that need for the purification before you get into the amplification that was very very well said yeah and I just had this number I was just having this conversation recently literally about tactical tantric revolutionary strategy and how to temper this Paradox of the extreme potential for like super power or is it could be used to save the planet and then the Peril of like you said that it’s just high pressure high voltage energy and in information that can be overwhelming and debilitating or cause premature Kundalini activation that can even snap your neck and paralyze you mean there is real physical and emotional psychological dangerous so and the trees are being cut down much slower so at some point we’ve got to take a risk we got to say all right the secret mantras have to be liberated to the chosen ones who have done a number of hours in a time bank and they’re the process of degrading people with nature as as a fast track to purification of funeral getting off porn let’s say getting out of whatever devices are attached to and and getting into the Dow in the pace of Nature and then she’ll do the heavy lifting or the Deep you know cleansing it just all of this is such an interesting deep study that resistance in struggle and in Tantra and all the stuff so and then so to give it back to you please yeah maybe talk about or respond however you feel and and and maybe talk a little bit about or as much as you want about what the Perils of navigating male sexual abuse in an ego power it within Tantra and how I made sure I got to Tantra Neo Temple sort of Paradigm could be defended and protected and secured and the Amazon Women know the future Township temples like kicking ass in frustration so all right but it’s not devious in being a servile parasite it’s like being a boy a man and then burning your godhead from the goddess Uno ocean really I feel you the pieces I started thing is I call you know maybe it’s like 12 step program where you have but really there’s something to that even when we get into looking at the sexuality aspect of Tantra and particularly the relationship between men and women and the role of goddess and and all those pieces because I feel like they’re there is particular in the west lot of people that come to Tantra through the sexual Avenue looking for some kind of sexual healing or sexual Adventure you know anything about it can absolutely provide those pieces but they’re there to really touch the potency of what’s available there is automatically this kind of purification of stuff that has to happen for you to get what is possible out of those practices out of the sexual practices because if you approach them from The Limited cell for The Limited mine you’ll miss it all together and I will be just another physical act that you’re going through the motions of like an empty ritual so Waze one of the things I think is definitely been so beneficial for me as a woman and countering Tundra is that it really is the only spiritual path that that elevated woman to to not even just on par with man but to this status of being able to bestow that spiritual Evolution or to bestow initiation or Enlightenment onto man and onto the rest of the world and this idea that all of creation itself is the the realm eshakti it’s the realm of goddess and so this is her world we’re playing in you know and it’s not that she was not present here it’s not that you know that masculine energy that aspect of Consciousness is very much always a part of of Socrates play like they can’t exist without each other and I think it’s some of its is an interesting thing with the with the gender peace and Tantra because on the one hand I think it’s incredibly empowering for women to get what the true source of their power is and who they really are by having a female body like what that really means and I think every woman should have that blessing of coming to know that and then there’s a layer of it where we have to be careful about using that to make ourselves better than or above our brothers you know cuz I have seen women appropriate the goddess Kali you know for the Wrath and and use it as ways of justifying cutting men down you know and and that’s where we get into this weird play of like at the end yes we all have our divine and we’re also human and so we have egos that can sometimes get in the way of all that Divinity very very careful about how we use our power and who were giving our power to and we should never Tantra I think part of the contract philosophy is that you should never hinder someone else’s choice or power like that is sacrilege goddess and plain enough stepping into Shakti herself if you’re ever if I ever used to to take away someone else’s power then it was used and those are the things that we can have to look out for when I see happening a lot and I think we’re going to be in counting a lot more of that with what we’re heading into giving that Hillary a very good chance of being our next president you know and I’ve been seeing the really the flashlight being shown on misogyny the patriarchy that we’ve been living in it’s it’s loud right now you know and I think it’s just going to keep getting louder and part of the voices that are turned up or women that have been very quiet so there’s always been like a handful of feminist on the front lines but there’s more and more women who would have never consider themselves feminist going hey this ain’t right I think that’s going to continue to happen because she’s waking up and she’s waking up through through women through the human form of 1 and so we are about to face you know I knew an epic ways this whole question and tasks of deeply understanding the dynamic of how the masculine and The Feminine are supposed to work in collaboration with each other and I think it’s going to get worse before it gets better and that women are probably going to swing very far to you know almost taking on energy of their oppressors to some extent and retaliating with that back in different ways so and I think there’s a lot of men that are very afraid of that very thing happening United’s very similar to raise it’s very similar to email I think right now some of the scared of people on the planet are straight white middle-aged men yeah they’re old boys network is coming down pretty fast the purest is not the best word but really just like the whole list form of teaching about Shakti out there and I know and really watching those edges of where ego in retaliation or Revenge start masturbating themselves as empowerment yeah it’s just I have it I have a few kind of sound bites that I feel like serve your intention if you would be so kind as to kind of give me some feedback and see how it drives with your approach to kind of you know I mean as an activist it’s you get trained to not hopefully thinking sound bites but be able to speak in sound bites when necessary to kind of you to nudge the discourse and one of the things that I kind of have been shown I guess or have sort of kind of worked on it I’m kind of condensing into a small schematic or visual illustration it’s kind of like I could, you kind of thing worse like if if during the creation it when the creatrix goddess you know my was designing and building the DNA blueprints for Homo sapiens sapiens that the female body blueprint got the whole download came through so that the seven major chakras were we’re out of the box activated so that you have an integration of intuition in connection to above and below and open heart and nurturing and strength you could lift cars off of children you could you know give birth and you could bleed for days all these powerful Mighty powerful yet tempered with this compassionate awareness in the sensitive I’m giving in and regenerative regenerative Consciousness so that’s the the complete package and then if the joke is at Wyndham at when the man was getting built there was like a the connection got dropped to the signal got dropped so only the first three chakras got finished and activate out of the box so then it becomes you know if the if if men were trained to understand that that somehow is kind of a case that’s the gist the reality there’s there’s not a lot of arguing argue that men need help activating the heart throat third eye and Crown chakra so it’s like you don’t have to blame anybody it could have just been that you know what the moon got in the way of the cosmic same signal and it bounced off and now we have to you know do the BitTorrent download again and repair that stuff and I think some people would say that that is what trans is in that is what these gender-fluid the energies coming through hours is it that this the patch of that of that kind of disastrous issue of men being kind of really a lower primate circuitry of violence and aggression and that was supposed to have been overcome and transcended in this model but because of that issue that’s undeniable with it it’s like the feminine is coming through in a whole new way so nice of the male chakra activation and so damn that’s where it starts help me help us fascinating is you know something really happened I think of this last generation like I’ve been watching in my generation of men where there was an introduction to there like their feminine side you know cuz we have both masculine and feminine energies running inside of us all of us you know and they just we most people favor one or the other based on usually they’re being a physical sex but not always and and what I’ve kind of seen in like men who like you know identify this man and you are built like men in this in my generator like the introduction of feeling you know and tap in opening of Cochran’s so there is like almost as new breed of man that started to develop we’re like you watched like men get the metrosexual thing popped up okay to start tapping sharing a little more about your feelings and your chakras deactivate and they’re actually is like a cold breed of man that became more common where there was a lot of them but then you lost that feeling of the route of the grounding of they liked it at the expense of cutting off their sex you know and so I kind of feel like I do you think the majority of men still running on the planet are very much in the old wiring of living from the lower three chakras for sure and they’re usually not the kind of guys who are even attracted to doing today it’s too soft it’s a lot of men time sex becomes the first connection back to that possibility you know it is a very powerful you having another funny Vision I have to add to that is that if if men were really intoxicated and on the Divine nectar the goddess through their ability to withstand the multi-orgasmic waves of a woman’s true potential in enduring multi-orgasmic lovemaking then he would really just be 2 entrants to want to get up and kill other man or cut down trees or poison rivers that mean so there’s two ecological potential of Tantra to keep men horizontal original you know I cannot refuse to pick thing was the union with Shiva laying on his back which is even then a sort of thumb a fuck you to the established Orthodox in do you know things so that the Shiva is this Stillness it’s just nothing it’s nothing without her movement waking him up and no sound yeah well this is great so it’d be weird looking back now and having discussed this these very nuanced gender dynamics that Tantra can help people navigate and the energies and I’m curious if you have more thoughts to share about ways to equip people really it’s like if you had the power to just I mean this this at this art form that came from Temple so I mean deeper ancient history going back to 20,000 years of goddess Worship in in the wild as hunter-gatherers deep in South India mean it goes back before even domestication it goes back before temples were built but in the medieval Heyday of the temple arts in the temple building I mean I could just imagine that it would say you if you had lots of power and money and influence and you could start to build temples where the the rebalancing of energy could happen with man in the desert of redistribution of resources could happen in balance with all genders and races you want to just flow with that vision and just yeah if you had if you were the one kind of scripting a fantasy sci-fi novel what would some of those chapter titles yeah well you know I think it’s some kind of I’ve been drawn to looking at like some of the Eco Village models and kind of what some of the appeal of permaculture is Ben’s just look at what is the role of Designing our space and how are space works the function of space and how does that shape us and shaper interactions with each other because I think like part of the hard part about taking such a beautiful ancient past and is bringing it to people is making it relevant to the way we live now you know without losing stuff and stuff is always going to get lost but without losing like The Core Essence of what’s important and where the transformation how the Transformations happened and and so I think there’s a natural aversion in Ardmore current day two people have a chip on their shoulder about religion and and you know even though still quite a bit of a world called some kind of face you know like we are still the majority of the global population is still acknowledging some form of God and so I don’t think that part is a stretch but I think people are more people are suspicious of organized religion but what we do really want if you want Community we want Community we want connection we want rituals we want celebration we want all of those things to be woven into our lives that are full of work that gives us purpose you know and and so like my real desire has more to do with like applying all of this to the way we design our day-to-day lives you know and how do we look at our bodies as temples how do we create our homes as to how do we create our communities and Villages our cities as temples if we were to take that mindset and redesign our structures redesign the way that we’re living day today what would that look like like that’s what I’m really interested in you know like like where would we we would have places we could gather spontaneously and have Quiet Moments if you know our god or goddess since you know and then connect with other people doing the same thing we would have places where we can gather is a tribal Village for ritual than celebration that didn’t revolve around shopping but rather some of these things that are really cool or like dancing and music and food you know so like how do we get back to those roots how do we design World’s End in person that is my desire is just so I can just kind of started studying or beginning to research and look at different ecovillages and what people are doing out there kind of daydreaming about my own versions of that you know because I do think it starts on the smaller level and wait we have to figure out how to work work it on a small scale before some of those things can be implemented on a much larger scale you know some of the I have been a student in practitioner of utopian ecological Village designing and building and stuff in and for most of my life and I feel like I’ve encountered a lot of disasters and a lot of Glorious outstanding beautiful models and a lot in between and I think we’re Tantra and sacred sexuality has brought to me in the later. Guess I’ve got about 10 years of pretty dedicated study and practice and training in Tantra and I’ve been emerging that with my eco activism movement building stuff but some of the things that I feel like or the the event Horizons for what we’re talking about which I’d love to get some of your thoughts and even if you haven’t really gone deep in exploring them in the past is kind of set seed these questions for future dialogue and for discourse and I guess I’d say that going off of what you said earlier Tantra is the one of the only integrated sexuality training programs with spiritual practice that actually is mutually honoring and reinforcing and feels like what were what the sweat the system is trying to do is is shame our bodies and keep us separate from exploring our bodies and from sharing intimacy with each other around the eight times of the life cycle where it’s most powerful and most hormonal and and there’s all of this taboo and shame around even things like teen pregnancy and in and like only in the context of making a bunch of robot workers for the rat race Mega machine Empire that’s owned by somebody else would they be pathologized to for teenagers to be impregnating each other and that is a big taboo to even consider but when you think about the flow of the design of our biology and nature and all these things it’s it’s like the coaches that facilitate Rites of Passage and initiation and facilitate the human life cycle in its real form are going to be the ones that are operating in in the natural flow of the conscious design of the universe out things are a really meant to be and so how in your mind assuming that you’re you know that’s one of the things like how do we facilitate masturbation how do we facilitate self-exploration erotic expiration in there were methodologies in the classic era of Tantra that are very I guess they’re they’re so far from being applicable now where it’s mostly adults in their thirties forties and fifties who are kind of you know stumbling upon Tantra through yoga or whatever and it’s just it’s really not a complete system that if that address is every stage of the life cycle where you know the everything is sacred and honored and enter and respected in facilitated because the act of Union is the most holy thing so of course you would as a culture facilitate that so I don’t know if speaking clearly or just sort of opening it up to this dialogue about you know this the frontier of honoring the body a hundred percent in facilitating its natural cycles and not damning it in commodifying it in limiting it so that you know porn producers can make money and you know school is can keep young people totally locked down and separated from each other for years and years and years and all of the shadow that comes with rape and abuse all that stuff I mean that’s my that’s my set up for your it’s about really the restoration of sacred sexuality you know and because there is there is a little bit of a difference between you know like Tantra and then take her sexuality is like this huge umbrella and there are aspects of it that have really become a sexuality you know and and I think they’re there is a role even more so immediately like I think Tantra can be hard for your ear average common specially American person to really grasp off the bat or even have interest in but take her sexuality is very relevant and approachable and needed for our current lives including like we were talking about that whole ushering or facilitating into our sexuality from you know adolescence through our teenage years how we come to enter a relationship with our genitals and with the sexual energy and then how we learn about you and sexual Union and and all this energy is and how those processes did used to be facilitated in other cultures and they were initiations and held you know by your treiber village by your elders and yeah it’s because we live so differently now I don’t know that it’ll ever quite go back to work like that but but I do see a pot like a possibility or have a vision of having spaces where that’s possible I mean right now I think the big hurdle is like a re-education about how we hold see and talk about sex you know and there’s there’s there’s a lot of actually also just great holistic sex Educators out there who are doing work on that front because that is its own nut in and of itself to crack the conditioning that is so prevalent just around how we see sacks and it’s not even accurate most of the time from about the biological and and Nino psychological standpoint but also like scientifically sometimes just what we know about the Exorcist yeah I think there’s a lot of education and re-education and and it has to happen to experience and it’s hard because sex and sexuality is still such a taboo subject I mean it’s just as uncomfortable for people to talk most people to talk about his race in O as homelessness you know these are things that are all important parts of what we’re experiencing in the life cycle and the first step is just like how do you how do you melt people defenses because of all of the perversion that does exist has created so much caution and of course I am my belief is that the perversion is there because we suppress having these conversations and having this education to begin with but but yeah there’s a lot of fear and trepidation around even having the conversations having the education because there’s so much danger around sex particularly for women being out so exactly and so there’s there is a fine line that gets walked where it you know we are very careful not to glorify it or to make it okay for it to run rampant because it’s an energy that most of us haven’t really learned how to work with responsibly so yeah I’ve been thinking a lot about that recently doing work with survivors and being a Survivor and just really when you look you know through the veil you see the this menacing I mean in the bible gave to and in the tantric scriptures the Tantra is where we was described as species of demons that were coming through into our plane of existence from other shadowy places in the astral Shadow biosphere that had his easier time breaking into our membranes of our astral bodies because of the Kali Yuga World age where we’re sort of on a spin of the cycle of time where we’re kind of on the dark side of the moon or we’re just more susceptible and so that Tantra was designed to be a tactical sort of sexual martial arts system for men to learn how to be in Devotion to shakthi and goddess into be less penetrated by these menacing forms of demons that they were describing and now if we look at the rate of increasing rate of all types of abuse and all of the extreme forms of violation depicted in porn an alphorn is totally a vector of of these just so you could call him will parafilias or or or antisocial behaviors or whatever clinical terminology want but I’m more and in more bold enough and brave enough to say that we’re up against non-human entities that are exploiting our weaknesses and strengthening ourselves and purify ourselves is what keeps that looming threat of violation far away from us and our communities in got to come confront it and deal with it and I want to hear your thoughts if you still have some time about I mean really I think cuz you were when when Janet Jackson expose the nipple accidentally at the Super Bowl and it was like I can only imagine that there probably were people who died of heart attacks when that happen to go from that point where I think I think it was Jay Leno or one of the night show tonight one of those said one of those night talk shows made a joke about how the US government was going to establish a department of wardrobe security because it was a wardrobe malfunction is that take off it so there’s this free the nipple movement and it really it’s it’s like I mean everything that you just heard me say which is is so out there and so far out for any modern secular person you know say oh you’re just a religious nut if you’re talking about demons you Noble but look it to put it in context and she’s like okay you don’t have to use that language but if you imagine how phobic it’s like a mass phobia of female nipples and because somehow we all know that like every one of us is deeply deeply ill sexually because we can’t handle that and it’s it’s a it’s easy to blame Christians for everything that went wrong in last two thousand years but I will say that there are elements a form of sexual spiritual hygiene that is is more of a can be more scientific like how do we how do we you know how these Arts of purification are cross-cultural in in be able to I understand that sexual imagery and nudity and animals having sex in nature and people in villages making sexual sounds that aren’t being silenced by the fear of being heard having sex and all of these things that it’s just that mass of phobia is habitat for demons you know anyway that’s me and going on to that vet esoteric soapbox but freeing the nipple is that something that you’re very passionate about it if you would be a key tactical leverage point to move things forward in this country future that were talking about to both sides of what I believe is true and this is the thing with this is the thing with life you know Tantra is about it’s the end it’s the coexistence of opposing forces right so free the nipple yeah I believe women should be able to walk around topless and that nipple should be embraced just like flowers you know and smell than happy to see the nipple look look at that beauty like if we could just look at breasts and just think Beauty just like taking in a place where they could really look at brass and back to like you know being held against their mother’s chest or attitude and sure maybe you’ll get a little aroused too and that’s fine you want to do anything with it you know if that were the case I would say yeah free all the nipples we’re a long way from that wreck a long way from that end in this is something that comes up a lot in these feminists or you know different activist circles is that there are good ideas about doing things that are calling attention to what we really need to be looking at and what should be happening and reaching for a future that needs to be able to exist and there’s often a negation of like where we are now and what it actually means to do the thing that were asking for you know and so I think I think it’s it’s like we’re in a weird. Where you know women there is this part of the whole feminist movement is being able to like not the subject defying by you know just being a body to be able to have your body respected as like a whole sacred sayings not just someone source of pleasure or getting off and these things are great ideas but how do we actually get men there like the men there you need to see them get there in order to live in a world where you can be that woman cracking up minute ago and I swear this is not my will you know whatever it is it is what it is but it came to me and I’m going to express it cuz it it cracked me up at slyke okay well exactly how we might start to cross that bridge into a pit bull breed world and it’s like well I guess what they don’t let dogs run wild and you know you can’t but so you could you have to have your dog on a leash and then go they invented dog parks and so it’s like if you had wished you could have nipple parks where the man had to be on leashes and then we’re going to walk them and have them and it would be okay if there’s actually something there I’m sure there’s well I’ve been places I lived it a femme dom got his Temple out in the woods where they could get away with almost anything and no one would hear you scream so I’ve seen it all and you know it’s not also going to be you know zone right there in next to City Hall either so yeah it we just have a long way to go and it’s just sad so sad to think that the obsession with nipples is because of the deprivation of nipples and it wouldn’t none of that there would be no market for Cleavage and there would be you know what happens anytime there’s like a real a real Liberatore change in the political landscape it’s like the lobbying groups no nipples are dangerous because we’re going to lose profits on Airport magazines if we free the nipple so we’ve got to come up with scientific reports of what will happen to your child if they see a nipple walking around and it’s like we’ve been shaped in a particular way like we’ve been conditioned by living in the world a particular way and if you go to tribes where we are women walk around topless that that was a different conditioning where they it’s natural to see bra so that it’s not a thing you know and and I think what we’re facing in a big way is all the conditioning that does not work for creating a new world yeah or any other wild ideas that was pretty thank you for your thank you so much for entertaining these thoughts and its really what do you most hopeful about what are we in with that and then and we’ll call it good about the level of connection I see happening because of social media you know like quality of connection is a different thing we just do you have more access to more people and more information and more experiences is changing and impacting our Consciousness and very cool ways I am really hopeful about not being able to avoid or else like it’s all coming to the surface I think we’re where we’re going to be on our ride for the next four years at least around gender and I think some really good things will probably come out of that it’s it’ll probably be bumpy and I think I am I’m altimate Lee hopeful about what’s available like to us information wise teachers practice-wise I feel like there is valuable information that is more readily available now then and then it has been you know in any. Of History I’ve ever heard about and that means it’s a lot easier for everybody to wake up if they so choose to you know and so I’m very hopeful about that that we might actually reach some kind of sizable Tipping Point I think that’s the direction we’re heading in now maybe maybe by the end of my life so yeah awesome well how about any sort of practical tips from your practice in your teachings to help people stay centered and empowered on a daily basis and then you can I’m sure your websites and offerings after that sure sure well I mean I think the first the most basic thing I teach and I think everybody should learn and know is really hard to work with brass it’s free it’s a free resource brass and it’s you know I think broken water are two of our most potent you are free healers on the planet and particularly like the most simple and it’s really just becoming creating a practice of breath awareness throughout your day and really watching for when the Press gets cello and deeping and deepening it down into the belly and down into the pelvis like really breathing down into the genitals on a regular basis is a nice simple one to just stay aware of and I that will automatically change the texture of how you show up in a lot of things and you can find me at space for love.com so it’s s p a c e f o r l o v e. Com and there’s information there about anything I’m offering my events how to work with me a Blog pretty regularly offer other information and tips and resources as often as I can cool I guess one last question would be from your we didn’t touch this time much on your your path and career in the reality TV show jonra and other Media stuff but are there any highlights from that that people want might want to check out or any of any future projects where you might be bringing some media stick skills and tactics to the tantric Revolution as it were for mentioning that works on lying on Vimeo it’s harder to find your my sight but my background is in writing directing and editing and I have been looking for ways to fuse. With Tasha to bring that back in and actually have a little documentary project that I’ve been working on with charu which will probably be coming out next year as part of a promotion she’s doing for one of her a couple’s home study courses and it’s a really fun behind the scenes look like authentic Real Deal of her and her beloved relationship and the way that they incorporate Tantra into their day-to-day life and their conflicts and their love-making whole wheat yeah we just we really quick I’ll State cuz it’s going to be in the title and and we talked about last time but this sort of big tent content curation mission that I have Tantra makeovers and how you know the contract celebrities have already been through their process of a makeover and they’re in their deep in the after but it’s always an ongoing after and encountering new people in there before and after cycles and just capturing that with media and kind of yeah I’m just kind of networking and opening up that dialogue to to kind of show the world that the beauty of the art the way that Bruce Lee brought martial arts to the mainstream in Hollywood and all that stuff is kind of like a bigger Mission so hopefully we’ll get to cross paths on sets of some some kind of attention so yeah that your problem cases that’s making cool well thank you so much, you had a lot of fun and really appreciate it so deeply that you’re willing to go into these treacherous and glorious places and I can’t wait to see how your path then Falls in will definitely be in touch. Thank you for letting me share and for work that you do and that’s been a good time take it easy listening to the podcast please go to www.crunch.com and cook on the Donate button to help support the show in addition to sustaining and improving the podcast for donations will help establish permaculture goddess Temple every bite ecological employment for single mothers Please Subscribe and share your favorite episodes if you have questions or comments feel free to leave a voicemail at 818-275-1593 or email Ben at Monterey Park. Com Thomas Day

Consulting with Feminist Tantra Oracle Erin Rivera Merriman TPP71

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Last month I was able to pay a visit to Shakta Tantra Priestess Erin Rivera Merriman in her forest sanctuary. Erin is the creative director of active culture family and high priestess of Bridge Temple. She’s also an accomplished medium, and I was blessed to receive a reading that’s been really valuable to me.

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Tantra Punk your guide to sexual Liberation healing and empowerment as a certified Tantra counselor and certified permaculture designer I’m here to help you grow spiritually sexually and ecologically my online and in-person counseling sessions and training programs are price to fit any budget I’m looking forward to helping you design and ever more Divine Life Path please send me an email to Ben at Tantra Punk. Com and our journey together will begin your beloved’s welcome to Tundra Punk podcast episode number 71 last month I was able to pay a visit to shock to Tantra Priestess Aaron Rivera Merriman and her for Sanctuary Aaron is the creative director of active culture family and High Priestess of bridge Temple she’s also an accomplished medium and I was blessed to receive a reading that’s been really valuable to me about halfway through the reading we both felt that it was something that wanted to be documented because documenting my healing journey is such an important part of my own Dharma and so what you’re about to hear is about as raw and real as it gets an audio account of the renegotiating of my soul contract complete with background noise of birds chirping bees buzzing and stomachs growling but if you can bear with the audio quality of the spontaneously unfolding episode it’s an unusual opportunity to observe some very personal healing working action and I hope you will also enjoy and benefit from some of the lessons shared. I’m laying out here under the Beautiful sunny Blue Sky somewhere in the remote mountains that the San Diego County under a beautiful tree Reminiscing on 80s heartthrobs and oracles and to say to you really these are all concept as they relate to as they relate to their relevance of your life she wants to say it’s as good as true as any it’s a good tool so how do we how do we the goddess is beyond shocked at Pancho’s Beyond concept Tantra even that’s a made-up word in the world today is black magic let’s try to stay within the teachings you’ve already received if if possible this is your mindfulness training so just let me ask the goddess what do you think about the state of Tantra and do you believe that shock to Tantra is the more instructive qualifier than left right hand path white-red-white a mean what is it to me I don’t care about the color I don’t care about the direction I care about Davey sadhna sofas hey blacks that if n it’s I mean is a beautiful tool is because it you do the concepts created by individuals who these are words to help somebody connect with an experience is beyond words so why is he beautiful tool only because of the quality of beings who are currently holding the portals open under the banner of Shakti Tantra so at any given moment that could change at any given moment there may be individuals there may be a greater number of individuals under that Banner who are less skilled in helping people make contact with the essence that you refer to as shocked as Contra and then that it will become it will not be the most appropriate tool at that time at this at this time it’s it’s a good tool it could cease to be a good tool at any moment depending on who’s who’s practicing Under the Umbrella of it and that applies to the larger the larger umbrella of Tantra and General in all the various lineages is that it feels like more harm than good is happening Under the Umbrella of Tantra and that this is the time when when that’s being observed like a council now must gather to discuss the relevance of the term Tantra as a portal to accessing the energy of which we speak the primordial Shakti so suck so to me when I discovered that there is this qualifier I was like okay well if a man lets they just for example if a man says Jama Tantra master and the key to your Enlightenment is in my pants hey say and your woman you say do you have a daily sudden that sir that I can observe and Witness before I take you no pay you money to buy the key to my night meant that you so kindly if I deposited their buying a zipper their kind sir The Daily Sentinel in he is funny I wouldn’t have guessed this for what they’re saying is in the fictitious time in which Tantra was being practiced in the pure way he’s always been an umbrella that that contain of vast disparate set of experiences some of which beautiful enlightening, which really very sad or sad ending there’s a sadness but that in the fictitious time in which Cointreau was a pure art form the mythology entailed that Sade no was the the anchor and the protection that would protect you from falling down a loophole into some of the other less helpful things have me under the umbrella of Tantra and I believe that there’s still power in that story I I believe that that myth is actually sits in a solid place in its life cycle that you know like paradigms are being born mr. being born and then they they live in you die and yeah I know what I’m seeing is that that that meth is in a solid place in its life cycle so if you if you speak in Earnest a relationship to and a deep understanding of the multi-dimensional multifaceted nature primordial Shakti and you desire to go as a tender human into this wild wilderness of energy and not and you desire a compass to feel more responsible in stepping into that Wilderness sadhna is a beautiful compass but you have to again it’s it’s the power is not in the empty practices that Congress will not protect you will not guide you will not keep you in contact with your beloved unless that is your beloved that is what you are your soul is truly and Devotion to so if you try sadhna and it feels empty to you there’s a really good chance that you’re not authentic Lee and devotion this primordial shopd you’re not there yet and that it was not going to do anything for you like that so it’s the devotion saw that you could stay aside my life protecting guys you but devotion protects and guides you and that can be in the form of your sadhna and I know it can be a beautiful practical thing to do in the third dimension to be a mirror of an an artistic side knows this out that siding is Art sadhna is is the painting it’s the it’s not the thing itself and it’s what you do in the world as a reflection of how you are in the universe yeah bowling approach and Oracle to have a question how might one feed words into the mouth of the goddess in a manner so favorable to her taste buds really requires meeting her where she lives and she’s on a different time frame so the pace of human comings and goings uses doesn’t always have time for Sophia she has to get her attention by canoeing way. Can you do that I want to try I think okay okay dear Oracle who was the fairest 80s heartthrob of the mall River Phoenix and why is that so because he was it’s funny I hate the word fear but the words fit but she’s play singing my mouth are humans appear being he was he was there ever in the Phoenix he who is exactly what he was just he was just himself in every moment and we felt that end we all he was innocent and Bodied he was all of our innocence and so active loving him was our way of honoring can being on the planet innocence being on the planet everybody who loved him with voting to keep innocence alive on planet Earth shall we recall some of his most instructive cinematic moments for as a shaman child of righteous masculine that’s going to be this feels like something you’re really just feels really personal for you that you also hold this ability to to be a sense of self end sewing like celebrating that person that you’re orchestrating a collective third-dimensional celebration of this being right now yeah so yes please yeah what do I take Chinese I’m not very familiar with the specifics and I’m in touch with his Timeless essence and so this is part of your Dharma to to speak to the speak to people wherever they are so you’re you have to know that your broadcast is actually Reaching Across the Realms so this broadcast is having a different significance to people who have never seen as hell don’t know what to tell it isn’t that is but they don’t know who you’re talking about there just feeling the essence that you’re feeling when you’re speaking about him and then you’re also speaking to the beams in the third dimension who know exactly what you’re talking about and they’re really happy that you’re speaking use words so it’s so everybody’s having a different experience and that’s what your training that’s what your Oracle training is to big words that have different meaning two different beings depending on their stage of evolution but yes so it what I’m saying is that it I cannot join you in a third-dimensional celebration of his being right now I’m not fair but it feels right that you should that you could do that if that is within your heart to do so I’ll have to go into extra detail explaining what is memorable to me about River Phoenix tail but but just to have the deciding to explain the significance so this is all training for you so somebody who says to a room full of people like them it’s like the other day with Sarah and those people don’t look like you know that some people know who Sarah is and some people don’t know who’s there is that the better way active way to be in that moment would it be to say Sarah Mae business partners wife so this is the training for used to say and then provisionally speak to you in case anyone’s listening who doesn’t know even with someone with River Phoenix where we’re making assumptions from our place in the universe that about that being a readily understood symbol so just to two in a very inclusive language at its best well back yet I think it will back up a bit and see before we started this recording in this revelry of I don’t know where it came from but anyway hit it just came to me like going through magazine covers of teen heartthrobs and who who was the most country for the most who is the Nature Boy the most what you doing no no not really is it still going on you or not on the recording and I hope that’s okay I hope that feels okay but there’s a weight you creating a time capsule right now so just to have that awareness and to move through the next few moments of the conversation with the awareness that you are literally creating a time capsule of what you want to be remembered another way to say is you’re treating a record you’re entering something into the akashic records for what will be remembered about what was good about the eighties into such a beautiful practice and make a record of what is good Soul contract things that you are to make a record of what was good but that’s how you that’s a way that you can be using your voice that is in alignment with your soul contract go ahead and yeah so okay so I was listing off with c Christian Slater Kirk Cameron Michael Michael j.fox Corey Haim Corey Feldman I think those with a really at the top of my head does that pretty much in you know for the duration of the say the mid-80s those were the guys in a Wil Wheaton for sure and River Phoenix so River Phoenix was different I asked I know he was raised by kind of has some Christian cult and they got really creepy and I hope that he didn’t endure anything traumatic but you just cut the word traumatic and the Time Capsule so let’s let’s do the practice we were speaking of the floor where you take a step back and you re the engineer that moment well perhaps the reason that we that we were finished with so deepen different so far was that he was you know I have been wounded so give him a death I think it made him a hero which is something the third dimension needs but that was that was for us that was not for him his soul does not need to be hero his soul needs to be innocence moving forward Shelby talk a bit about do you feel like you made a good time capsule because this record this record will go in so if I do this is a good practice for you do you feel happy with what is going in on the record or do you need a little bit more time with it I think it’s to be on The Cutting Room floor the hallway the Phoenix thing you know like but this is going into the akashic records of what was good about the 80s is this the record that you want to write and put your name on and insert well wanted to play with like my memories of River Phoenix in a little bit so okay and see if I can organize it by the timeline River Phoenix earliest imprint would be stand by me that he played big Rivers name he was eyeballs younger brother and he was Wil Wheaton’s best friend who is Chris Wright Chris yeah and Chris was a the one he was tortured yeah cuz by his older brother and his family was tore up but he was like such a heart of gold and what’s it feel like the feeling when you think about why you love them that’s yeah he was and craving it to and what are you crying about being afraid to in high school or something or we’re gonna have it end of the summer he was good Crispin Stand By Me that’s what I feel that’s what those boys in Stand By Me that’s how I feel right now that’s like an innocent Warrior a seal you you and they want to feel the thing that you speak and I really want to feel this instance how how are you if you had a room full of people honestly looking at you really paying like that we really want to feel when you’re talkin about how do we feel it are you sure and words yeah what would you say today they want ya we want to know how do you feel how do you remember what entrance feels like he was sick we aged older than his years and was totally like street smart and brutalized and but he was doing the right thing cuz you can value he was yearning for peace and wholesome integrity and had a reason to cuz you’ve been torturing I was brother socioeconomic status and what was it you know he broke down crying about how everybody in the school he lived under the shadow of his bad boy older brother is what it was so the accused him of being a thief or something in because his brother but wasn’t true so you can say shame. This is kind of like that accuse he’s crying shame that they’re all they’re all rolled up there in our archetypes of Innocence what happening we’re actually trying to to sort out like what belongs long as you’re not archetype what parts go long in that story you have an opportunity to vote with her words and then the stories that we tell going forward what remains pirate raid innocence and what the knot I think you’re right that there’s a flavor the flavor of innocence was connected to Ariens Ikon X I think it’s voltage desire to preserve that before gangster rap and compulsion not before that existed before it was marketed mass-marketed in glamorous saying is is another way to look at it he just words or vote for some reason that you’ve I got for some reason because of Housewives you your worth get two votes and so to vote wisely goddess I wish goddess I hope so what I could do with influence what week of training you’re not ready for the love of that level of influence but division is found but you need training need to allow yourself to be reworked multi-dimensional e not takes time but if it’s happening it’s already happening but need to allow the process to do a country makeover on me and you know putting in some new Duds has to be Handmade by single mothers bamboo all them blue organic handmade single mothers it’s going to have to be psoriasis CNC bits precious if Siggy Stardust gets to like just make an art form an abstract art form out of his entire persona and be taken seriously and he wasn’t he flopped a lot of the time 26 Studio albums do Bowie at least 26 $2 and only a few really only a handful of actual hits so he was very much like an avant-garde Fringe dwelling not always making lots of money real artist real musician and it was just like 30 from to reinvent themselves he went out and he was gay as a PR stunt and then he took it back he did so many trees to rethink including well I won’t go there but yeah like I never take myself seriously I like enough to be a combat 40 I’m just like Sarah Connor I mean that’s it I’m about as fashionable as Sarah Connor very functional down to earth I’m not trying to Sarah Connor wasn’t trying to look flashy but if it was if it was the mission for Sarah Connor to look flashy than she would have done it with total exuberance you know John we have to look like the craziest Freaks and Hollywood Boulevard in order to save the world okay if they’re so you lie to me but there was a great podcast with rappers am and into Latin they just talked about the power of passion to woo women to make a statement to start conversations to be in ceremony all the time because your ceremonial higher self astral warrior hero goddess guide whatever you know wizard ceremony being self how do you whatever your Playa self how do you actually bottle that into how you look to the world and have it be consistent and a site for me that’s not there yet I’m not ready to be a walking fashion statement that drives a lot of attention I was when I was a punk rock teenager but now even that wouldn’t do any tension with talking about like looking like a real IQ just arrived from another dimension you are going through a phase in your development Where You Are spending a lot of your energy learning the culture learning the layers of what has created culture on planet Earth and that you’re you’re spending a lot of time on the show navigate Lake exposing your inner process of navigating learning to navigate the culture that it’s not the best use of the space because you called in a being who’s agreed to be an oracle for you that is a huge honor and and to the best use of the space is 2 ask specific questions that relate to your journey and listen what’s coming through and allow them to be the Oracle that you invited them to be allow more space for them to be the oracle invited them to be in this way you personally will receive more of what you’re seeking in life in the universe. Podcast Christmas assuming dear goddess Oracle that you were aware of my my activities of Outsourcing love overseas to keep me immune me I’m immunizing myself to false love wake me up with what are your specific how do I open hearts and I’ll break them well it’s Dad’s two parts so I’m going to speak to the first part first and then we can go to the second part which is that they’re acknowledging that immunization against the prevailing Paradigm is necessary and that there’s not a lot of Education available around it and you’re getting votes in this Council of beings that in favor of the strategy that you’ve designed and those votes are you know like when the judge has a right on their card why what it was about who gave you the 10 giving you the 10 are doing so because the problem that you could receive is real or that they perceive as real they need is real the you are kind of on your own to design this medicine and they’re kind of going like where were you lost your going to unhide where you lost the point is that no points for just the creativity and the fact that you’re doing it and not just complaining about the perceived issue but the take to have the 10 they’re saying there’s a better strategy so it’s that it’s a temporary solution to what you see that from their perspectives there’s no and I know not concerned with this issue of time that I that I have the person I’m trying to impose on Best Transmission but that you will know when is the right time because a better strategy will present itself and that provides more complete useful delicious immunization I like that so can you explain in your words what this concept of I’m immunizing myself against what does that mean to you so that be more powerful Estelle if you where do you say I am creating fill in the blank I said that you’re not feeding the Paradigm in any way that you would like you like that Paradigm to not be on the planet so the easiest way to make that so is if enough people collectively these to feed it in any way then it will move on to another planet or ecosystem this more appropriate for it cuz it’s being you know love romantic love is being I’m aligned and used in service of a lot of really unhelpful Dynamics in this Dimension but the spirit of romantic love exists pure and untainted it as an ally to the universe somewhere so it should go somewhere where it where it won’t be it won’t be turned into something is celebrated in word but in reality turned into something that’s not its essence that Landing with you anti-soviet said to go back to the question is what is it that you creating yes or you’re wanting to boyfriend can you that language limits who is going to hear that message and who’s going to turn it turn it out and I don’t think that you want that what would beat me over your suggestions are not enjoying or seeing to be part of the earth ultimate my intention is to for right now I’m throwing it a rope of love to the broken wounded hearts of women all over the world as is it as an experiment what you doing with that languages in some chewing Brokenness and woundedness because anyone who picks up that rope has to leave and be identified with their Brokenness in the rootedness and to be identified with it means basically you’re finding all the women that it’s the hardest it’ll be the hardest for you to actually share your medicine with with it because of the language who is that what you want that sounds fun to you you can do whatever you want you you can manifest whatever so does that sound fun to you to put out a call the people that are the most identified and going to be the most entrenched in the Paradigm in that have the hardest time understanding what you’re actually saying okay I’m just going to roll Organics down with this and I got to go early so I can go so that what time my heart in mind right now if I would you really profound me take this is an opportunity okay this is a real opportunity to seek you know I’ve hurt Peril, seriously that’s why I already go to the Oracle cuz you’re like damn I wanted not I want to be in alignment on and be in trouble in alignment your highest self is speaking all the time at the same time as your wound itself so you go to the Oracle because you want to be in alignment complete sentence assaria do goddess Oracle how do you feel about there being these new hearts that I’m opening in other countries I feel is the Innocents the tremendous responsibility of stewarding Innocence and just ask you do you feel up 2 that you feel sound in body and resources in his lifetime to carry that level of responsibility don’t answer right now that would be a disservice but come back to that question because actually goddess is doing you a favor by not creating this reality not acting in this moment based on what comes out in this moment she say I’m going to give you a gift that is take this into meditation this questions and really look honestly living you being and see if you have the resources in this life to shoulder that responsibility without it crippling you or killing you and making you otherwise ineffective in your mission because the times for Martyrs is done there was a time where that was necessary and goddess does not want you to die because you chose to heavy load she wants you to live and do your work okay there’s a heavy one Speaking of all the martyrdom and death inside okay this is a good so last Oracle I spoke with sorry I want to interrupt Too Faced so the short answer is you are free in the eyes of the goddess to pursue your plans it’s not sitting outside of your of your path or outside of the will of goddess necessarily gone I intend to make an art form of opening hearts guaranteeing their safety that was beautiful that is a beautiful intention and prayer and is a small celebration happening on the Council of divine being gathered it’s beautiful and again my intention is to Open Hearts and guarantee their safety I think is is near it’s a reflection it’s a true authentic reflection of where you’re at right now and so it is perfect the desire the desire to guarantee their safety is is the Beautiful we feel your heart in that desire and as a gift we would a gentle massage on yourself and what’s possible for for one person to take on in terms of karma clothes of many that yeah it’s here what it sounds like is that you want to become a worthy Shepherd of people’s hearts it sounds like this there’s a task in here that’s that’s what you’re hearing you’re asking to become a worthy Shepherd does that sound good teen designed to fail resume yeah I like that I have a gardener Andrea Gardner no supper heart Gardner hello my name is been in my heart Gardner cutting so they think they actually they don’t they never break their like roots that you just put them hardly you plant them anywhere in a girl hearts are like Verizon Asus perennial a comfy chair co-create with her so I don’t like this like that’s the thing is sake the only you know concern and consideration is it you have a polyculture of Hearts you don’t just have one because what is that I can get Alexa do you have that the arc to Artistry is in for them to get along and took become guilds are gills I’ll see you at the clarifying of your intention into something really beautiful makes a symphony of these beautiful energies as coming together now to decide what’s most what the next step is and the next step is is that your heart needs a lot of gardening so they’re what you said you called in with this intention is all of these beautiful Energy’s who know just how to tend your ecosystem I’m not there at all immediately converged in answer to you’re creating such a beautiful and classy and More Beautiful request more attention yeah any heart that thinks it it wants to be but it’s threatened by other Hearts is not part of this vibration of this Garden of tending so this is going to be it’s going to be a fun one so I am I’m the story of the little heart that believe that any other heart would take away from my access to the Sun but really we just need to rotate our access to the sun is all a sing-song a metaphor for sustainable none monotony and it’s not a metaphor it all happening in real-time life contract in real time and you’re you’re doing it and what do you call it the Amphitheater of the of the college that is School of love that is planet Earth allowing this this process to be observed and learned from integem a generous it’s very generous to to share your most useful work that you’re doing cuz you know there’s part to where you’re these parts where you’re off and there’s that’s what people can people go really far out of their way to conceal and aspects of yourself so I think that this is part of them you’re a beautiful part of your insurance policy for your own Integrity is I don’t know of anyone else who would allow anyone who’s interested to witness their soul contract being opened and negotiated so that’s I just deserves to be acknowledged the generosity was with you living your life how did the Oracle feel about the term sexual generosity cuz I don’t like when I don’t like polyamory no I don’t like any of these words I want a new word and I wanted to be sexual generosity like when you when you use use these when you implement these new paradigms is when you’re changing the word in your birth of a new paradigm of your mouth to just show up and complete the experiment you know not to have a lot of experiments running in your lab and just move on to the next one the next one is out actually like harvesting the data to really look at how did that change your reality and how did that change the vibration of the people this is really wonderful way to tell the quality of your experiments is look at everybody coming into your field as someone who’s showing up in answer to a vibrational call that you put out so that’s the feedback for how was how is the wording on that public service announcement who shows up at your door and what experiences they they represent and invite you into and if that is his experiences you’re having the results of the people showed up because of those words is what you wanted that is the Arbiter of whether our of sexual adoration and affection healing work for every hour that you put into a Time Bank planting fruit or nut trees in a forest garden of your choice and if you’re really treated asking about fine print cuz we’re in your contract right now you have to be more specific about what what you are willing to offer in that hour of adoration okay I’ll leave when I get ready I can write it down in the first answer that comes to my door you can take your time and come back to that question you see well it’s so cute some weight it’s an independent study program I practice sexual generosity through my non non for profit project orgasms for roaches or anyone of sound mind and legal age can prove to me that they spend time planting a fruit or nut tree in a while as many hours as they want really it’s like a more the merrier you want to have some flying share my time you find the most you’re not choosing edible Forest Gardens of your choice and then whoever puts in the most effort and then and ever will be service with the most hours of my erotic Amnesia and so you’re completely open to their request for what was to their definition of erotic energy cuz it’s open right now in slow slow slow because you’re writing stuff down your writing is what you just wrote down service their Kinks will you get out the Eraser or when you get if you have the Eraser and I want you to literally see each letter is important this is really important and we need to see each letter being erase the Estero as you possibly can right now is it really important tell me when you’re complete we’re all holding space for you just been here Harry Robinson if you change the future you just in the affirmative we shall unkink erase the negative negative what are you going to do what what is your wait your list of what constitutes erotic exchange that what is the definition and and like right now you’re so you’re setting with parameters of what is within your okay this is really important then there’s you know just holes in your auric body from your experience and where that you’re not aware of because they’ve been part of who you are for so long and this is like a river is a River of Tears being cries in acknowledgement of this hole in your astral body and what we’re doing right now is creating a boundary really as to what you were willing to experience Under the Umbrella of erotic you’re creating your definition for that terms and creating an envelope in which you get to dwell where that is the only thing that can be in that envelope and anything that is not of that vibration does not get to be in that envelope under any circumstances despite this is bounded it’s really far out and then a lot of people just have never known life without it but you’ve known life without this level of Oreck protection and you I have a lot of assistance right now a lot of beans coming right right now to help you and feel their shirt like encircling you and showing you this is this is where that boundary should have been or could have been you under a different life experience and growing mat that organic akashic material and creating intact web reweaving that vent this is actually beyond words there’s a you just being in the in the vibration of what constitutes erotic energy to you what you’re willing to experience its vast we don’t have enough time on any recording device to anyway and words what constitutes erotic energy t u just go to the place beyond words where the vibration toothpaste your definition yet taste your definition of erotic yeah this is a little pieces that’s not very well so silly just for you no as language of rewriting the life contract that’s just a way of describing what we’re doing and we went someplace beyond that whatever I do whatever I’m asked to run divine blessing to have feeling for Escobar. It’s happening all the time you have a you have a good team they will leaving all the time but then you go to a lot of places at reopen little pin holes in the interweb and that it feels that that’s a phase of your life but that’s always Divine that they’re not saying stop. Immediately for saying you’re working through the phase of your life where you need to go to these places ordered with others you know that very energetic because how do I help them help thinking that’s how I’m not I don’t watch porn yeah it’s this the kind of like message that feels like a double message but if you answer the questions we have I helped some help me to answer that they giving it is always coming back to mindfulness in the present moment and the mindfulness that they’re they’re asking review is mindfulness of the Exquisite tuning they’re keeping your instruments are tuned to these subtleties that’s necessary for your development is a Healer it could be that exquisitely tuned you yes never comes places you just can’t go and you could be something like like I had to a teacher tell me like you can’t go to the hospital if I was in the hospital dying I forbid you to visit me because you cannot be in the hospital and so things that seem like a good thing these things that come from compassion there are people who are built as instruments are tuned to Ian in a hospital environment and you know I keep saying that I’ve said that we’re like 3 times now so maybe that’s one of them is coming through but I was just as a azzam a very practical answer to your question is like don’t go to the hospital if you can avoid it you know they’re not saying under any circumstances they’re saying that not not to take anything as an absolute if it’s not good for you but but just if you can avoid avoid the hospital and that it is a more abstract answer do you have mindfulness Peabody’s an instrument and took two to keeps coming to listen to the feedback that that’s that’s been an overarching theme is listen to the feedback that you’re getting listen to that that your light your life is the feedback so that’s going to teach you you can’t you know there might be other circumstances and other medicines and other Oracles in which you can say like tell me exactly where to go and where not to go and they will be happy to do that but this we’re learning together the flavor of this Oracle is saying I’m going to help you help yourself like like so that you don’t have to keep coming to the Oracle saying like give me a list of a sign that your your goddesses busy and you want her to be doing the bigger things and this way you don’t have to keep saying like goddess do I do this and not this you know give me give me the specific list that there was a time I think in your journey where that was needed and that you actually gone to evolve to a more mature state of your relationship to God I swear she’s training you to be your own divining tool in the moment through mindfulness through listening to the feedback of this instrument of anybody do you feel that that’s related there’s no way if they have that is related to this discussion of your mindfulness and listening to be feedback that your body instrument is giving you about where you should and shouldn’t go to maintain your auric field well that’s it you know dharmik love and not karmic sex how quick is probably on a practical level there’s something to what you’re saying but an absolute level it inhibits vote the will that the teaching me receiving right now just saying allow your body to be the instrument for your mind to be aware of the information that your instrument is telling you about where to go and where not to go so that includes your dick where it is serving two goddess to put your name down and where it is not serving and perhaps I have not serving of the maintaining the Integrity of your auric field that you will feel that in your body and with your with your wine so your your this is your dowsing rod and so what you’re with this phrase like keep my dick in my pants you’re actually saying like I’m not going to use I’m going to listen to my body’s feedback but not my not the most powerful tool in in my bag so your handicap in yourself you do you do during this is very counterintuitive because I know there are people in the third dimension I guess I’m going to say there’s no one listening to this right now that we would interpret this and it Heather way but that you actually do need to to okay this is something she really wants people to know the teaching is not to not listen to your dick or not listen to with your penis you’re laying on every level you’re seeing this the teaching is just don’t only listen with your penis so the penis than the and it’s wisdom of what information you receiving through is Communications is just one voice in the council but so we should not make it the only voice allow it to be the only voice which is what most people are trained most lingam owning humans are trained to do but then you’re going to The Other Extreme of not letting you use fog hag that member of your Council you have and that you actually need to okay I Hae not need to but right now we have an opportunity collectively to hold space for you to walk up picture the round table picture the account soul that are all the messages in The Amazing Symphony of thing we call it intuition being mainly signed into your Consciousness and and see you’re letting them sitting there a chair and a big cuz she chest special chair you know he’s supposed to be who’s supposed to be a special role he was the first to play the role of your lingam in this life I felt really honored and you got all of his comfy chair and then he’s feeling really betrayed that you got ball gag and blindfold it in his arms tied down as soon as he got in the chair he was like this was a bait-and-switch who are having an opportunity to have a zoo over where beautiful Consciousness that lives near Langham came to the table felt welcomed by small heartfelt celebrations and humbly took his place and humbly Waits his turn to share his wisdom on where you should and where you can go that will enable you to maintain auric field integrity you see it to see you at your happy Langham Consciousness just feeling like having his dignity having their dignity back having the rightful place neither aggrandize nor silence in guide Exquisite guidance system that you were equipped with to navigate this dimension yeah it’s like don’t talk to me introduce yourself no just do when a person is what I’ve experienced of you is when a person comes into your field that they do have to go through process and the just to let the feedback from your wing and be part of the process you know I’m very sexually armor in these days just because going back to earlier point in the conversation guides are in approval of the strategies that you put together pieces together your self to to make it this far to make it far enough to begin attracting some of the education that your soul is really thirsty for and really needs in order to be in this in this world and a good way of being banned in Europe you’ve been on your own to figure out how to be okay in this Dimension and from that phases is really ending that’s part of what here to Bear witness to and celebrate this transition where are you you got far enough we hear your own creative tools and that the arm ring and you’ve you’ve gotten here intact you made it you made it to the next level intact and you deserve a little bit of TLC for the journey that you’ve been on so makeup specific just in case it wasn’t specific enough that the the iring bowel to the the armoring that was a beautiful strategy because it worth take out your hair intact and so only love for the armor and also we don’t typically need that much armor in here just I see no part of the the welcoming committee use official messages about how is work in this level of tacvasen Integrity with here SMS how did Oracle is it anticipated I’m to be the heart Gardener with a actually sexually Generous Heart Gardner intelligence comes from Islam and balance way is intelligence comes from is complete Council. Is listening to all all aspects of news internal guidance system so you seem to know about the life history of my astral body and I don’t want to choose the wrong word so what what can you you said a River of Tears is being cried over the warning that’s occurred there can you describe that for people who don’t have no visual point of reference for what the astral body is and what it looks like and how it gets hurt well it’s a beautiful question to big question what I can say that I know we’ve touched on before is that the language chosen and the symbols and the visuals that you attached to that language Association to make are completely unique to every person that’s at the beauty of the uniqueness of souls so every person listening is going to see something different and that’s as it should be so I can only describe what what I’m seeing and save it the way that I see it is not because that’s the way it is the way that I see it is because that’s the way that helps me to understand these Cosmic energies and experiences which are so far beyond our perceptual ability so what it what I saw I guess I can’t recreate can we be in the present moment so I can’t recreate what was going on it when I was speaking to this a few moments ago so I’m just going to try to I’m just going to Union with your invitation to describe astral body Health cuz it was different it was really different picture minute ago and now we’ll see what that that that River of Tears being cried so there’s it’s I hope that my you don’t mind the battlefield of Earth and a triage of Angelica Ian jelly triage for the souls out here this is like the Normandy theater on the storming the beach in Normandy is just like Maddox walking around like wild does anyone see me is anyone care out there am I if I were to be a sinner let’s say then they be like well he was wounded but then he became a center so we can’t help him even if we’re going to like you spell you recreated successful with me successfully in the present moment this this energy of the River of Tears that basically I have to like pave the way for that with with the presupposition that everything in the universe is sentient including ideas and so there is a a sentient there’s a Consciousness call that we refer to when we refer to the concept of a River of Tears there’s a Consciousness behind that and that that Consciousness has an intent of healing and that Consciousness holds of a value system that acknowledging the wounding is healing not all beings and not all healers and hearing systems agree with this that is necessary or important but this being is in complete service to and complete Devotion to their belief that it is an integral part of the healing process and then I can I can intervene and say I on a personal level resonate with this I believe that acknowledging the pain is an integral part of the healing process and that part of that acknowledging is you look again there’s a lot of belief systems that say that you don’t need anyone else to acknowledge you can acknowledge this for yourself but I think a lot of I think absolute level that’s true but on a compassionate level we really desire that acknowledging to come from someone else and it feels like more compassionate to me then to tell someone who is experiencing wound to say you can acknowledge this wound and move on for themselves a more loving more compassionate response that I feel capable of providing is I would like to acknowledge and someone someone anyone sheds a tear for you they’re tapping into this the Consciousness that is the River of Tears that exists to facilitate witnessing by an an out of perceived other entity witnessing and caring that an injustice a pain a wound that you perceive that yes it is at this level it’s not important whether or not it was truly an injustice that your body perceives and Injustice and your body is creating an experience and ruined that that’s all that that matters that that is was true for you and it feels like a simple the simplest thing is just too to receive that witnessing from another compassionate human being it says I care about this suffering and I think you did that answer your question regarding the River of Tears because the visual was literally a hole in the universe from which tears perpetually flow and were in that moment flowing toward you and and this particular well thank you you’re welcome thank you for listening to the touch upon podcast please go to www.crunch.com and cook on the Donate button to help support the show in addition to sustaining and improving the podcast your donations will help establish permaculture goddess temples every bite ecological employment for single mothers Please Subscribe and share your favorite episodes if you have questions or comments feel free to leave a voicemail at 818-275-1593 or email event at Country Park. 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