Tag Archives: sexual abuse

Sufiana Praying at a Temple

Covid-19 and the Compassionate Sacred Rage of Goddess Kali with Sufiana TPP292

In this episode I’m joined by my soul friend, tantric initiatrix, and partner in creativity: Sufiana for a discussion of how the mythology and revolutionary praxis of Goddess Kali is exemplifed in the Covid-19 era. She also invites listeners to join her upcoming group classes on zoom To sign up for her offerings please send … Continue reading Covid-19 and the Compassionate Sacred Rage of Goddess Kali with Sufiana TPP292

Ashley Manta Smoking Cannabis

Best Practices for Sexual Healing Using Cannabis with Ashley Manta TPP283

In this episode I’m joined by the world’s foremost expert on the use of cannabis for sexual pleasure, exploration, and healing About Ashley: Ashley Manta is an award-winning sex educator and coach and has become a leading authority on mindfully combining sex and cannabis as part of her CannaSexual® brand. She recently completed her certification as … Continue reading Best Practices for Sexual Healing Using Cannabis with Ashley Manta TPP283

Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Episode 17 “Bless My Hands with Maya Rati”

CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD THIS VIDEO FOR FREE! This video features Maya Rati as the shakti who receives the devotional worship and puja intended to seek the boons of Goddess Kali to bless my hands to heal the victims of abuse Listen to the track “Bless My Hands” on Spotify Song Lyrics: To find the … Continue reading Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Episode 17 “Bless My Hands with Maya Rati”

Sufiana Praying at a Temple

Tantric Feminism and The Embodiment of Goddess Kali with Sufiana TPP272

In this episode Sufiana blesses us with a powerful exploration of her life story of resistance to patriarchy, her embodiment of the divine feminine, and the principles of tantric feminism

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Introduction to Warrior Tantra and Sexual Self-Defense TPP250

In this episode I share the original Warrior Tantra introduction lecture from early 2017 My Non Verbatim Show Notes Our relationship to violence is highly distorted, very unrealistic, we have the horrors of the battlefield in military conflicts throughout the world secret hidden violence of fathers abuse children and spouses violence in cartoon, video games … Continue reading Introduction to Warrior Tantra and Sexual Self-Defense TPP250

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Shamanic Pornography and the Ethics of Consent TPP230

In this episode I’m sharing the 2019 Xbiz Show Consent Round Table session where I respectfully introduced a question for the panel on the ethics of consent for psychedelic shamanic pornography. Not knowing how I’d be received it took a bit of bravery to speak up but I was met with gracious insight and advisement … Continue reading Shamanic Pornography and the Ethics of Consent TPP230

Tantra Punk Post Ceremony Prayer

Sexorcism the Tantric Opera 01 Post-Ceremony Interview TPP228

In this episode I’m sharing the post-ceremony interview from Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Episode 01 “Erotic Ghostbusting”.  It’s a trip to re-listen 3 years later and compassionately judge myself for how I walked a narrow path to sustain integrity to my bold claims. Life has not been a beach since then, in some ways I’ve … Continue reading Sexorcism the Tantric Opera 01 Post-Ceremony Interview TPP228

Tantra Punk Meditating

Sexorcism the Tantric Opera 01 Pre-Ceremony Interview TPP227

In this episode I’m sharing the pre-ceremony interview from Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Episode 01 “Erotic Ghostbusting”. The episode included a beautiful and powerful selection of clips from the full interview and I’ve been holding on to the whole interview for a while with the intent to eventually publish. After re-listening I feel that I’ve … Continue reading Sexorcism the Tantric Opera 01 Pre-Ceremony Interview TPP227

Alejandra Aguilar Avelino

Empowering Sex Workers in East Los Angeles with Alejandra Aguilar Avelino TPP184

In this episode I’m honored to be joined by Alejandra Aguilar Avelino, an advocate, educator and service provider at the East Los Angeles Women Center. We met there recently at a Sex Workers Outreach Project event and she gave a moving speech to explain a piece of art she created in solidarity with the victims of … Continue reading Empowering Sex Workers in East Los Angeles with Alejandra Aguilar Avelino TPP184

Tiffany Tanner

Tantra Massage for Healing from Sexual Abuse Trauma with Tiffany Tanner TPP158

In this episode I have the blessing of speaking with Tiffany Tanner, a certified therapist and tantra massage teacher. I found her powerful article on  Mind Body Green about how tantra massage helped her heal from sexual trauma. She bravely shares her story of healing from trauma that provides a very compelling and inspiring case … Continue reading Tantra Massage for Healing from Sexual Abuse Trauma with Tiffany Tanner TPP158

Jim Struve

Building Therapeutic Community for Male Survivors with Jim Struve TTP116

In this episode I am joined by one of my new personal heroes, Jim Struve of MaleSurvivor.org.  He provides an overview of his life’s work in service to the male survivor community.  As a pioneer in the field he shares deep and profound insights into the scope and severity of this issue. I’m very grateful … Continue reading Building Therapeutic Community for Male Survivors with Jim Struve TTP116

Tantra Punk Dancing with Yoginis in Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Episode 1

Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Behind the Scenes TPP97

This episode is a post-ceremony recap with Angelica, the shamanic nurse at my top in the Sexorcism the Tantric Opera documentary. We sequentially discuss the behind the scenes and compare notes on what we experienced internally and externally from beginning to end. We also discuss the implications for sexology, sexual healing, and criminal justice as … Continue reading Sexorcism the Tantric Opera Behind the Scenes TPP97

Vikki Dark in Latex Dress

Political Economy of Sexploitation with Ex-Porn Star Vikki Dark TPP82

In this episode I’m blessed to converse with former porn star Vikki Dark about the political economy of sexploitation in the adult industry. We hear heart breaking horror stories of her descent into the industry and invigorating stories of courageous escape. We address an array of ancient, recent, present and future paradigms from radical and … Continue reading Political Economy of Sexploitation with Ex-Porn Star Vikki Dark TPP82

Jane Innmon

Flower Essences for Healing Sexual Trauma with Jane Innmon TPP67

In this episode I am blessed to be joined by Jane Innmon who shares all about healing sexual trauma with flower essences. I’m so grateful to learn about this all natural, down-to-earth healing modality. Please connect with Jane via here website at: http://www.sweetwaterhealingarts.com About Jane: For over twenty five years I have been studying and … Continue reading Flower Essences for Healing Sexual Trauma with Jane Innmon TPP67

Lawrence Lanoff with hat in the desert

A Declaration of Sexual Human Rights with Lawrence Lanoff TPP65

In this episode I’m joined by world renown tantric master and instructor Lawrence Lanoff. He shares his story of initiation into the loving arts at an early age and his life’s work to help unfuck the minds of individuals, couples, and modern western culture at large. We weave a tapestry of glory and tragedy as … Continue reading A Declaration of Sexual Human Rights with Lawrence Lanoff TPP65

Amirah Kweli Raising the Fist of Shamanic Healing Revolution

Sexual Magic for Spiritual Healing with Amirah Kweli TPP55

In this episode I’m joined by the high priestess Amirah Sankofa Kweli. I discovered her great works via her YouTube video offering advice on best practices for designing sex magic rituals. She graciously blesses the podcast with a lot of very powerful and deep insights into the risks and rewards of practicing ethical ritual sexual … Continue reading Sexual Magic for Spiritual Healing with Amirah Kweli TPP55

We Demand Shamanic Pornography TPP54

In this episode I’m joined by M.F.P. and we discuss the need for a shamanic revolution in the porn industry. I read my press release introducing a new “shamanic porn” genre starting with the recent release of the Tantradelic Exorgasm music video. I break down the meaning behind the title and lyrics of the track … Continue reading We Demand Shamanic Pornography TPP54

Tantra Punk with Two Porn Angels at the AVN Jesus Loves Pornstars Booth

Christian Feminist Porn: Pray Hard for the Second Coming TPP46

In this episode I’m joined by MFP, my lead benefactress in my not-for-profit Christian feminist porn production initiative. She holds supportive space for me to tell a heart and gut wrenching story of my abuse and victimization as a survivor, former sex worker, and adult performer. We then explore a long chain of synchronicities leading … Continue reading Christian Feminist Porn: Pray Hard for the Second Coming TPP46

Devashi Shakti

Sexual Exploitation in Tantra with Devashi Shakti TPP39

This episode is not a typical interview format. It’s a collaborative discourse on the topic of the sexual exploitation of women in tantra, followed by an extensive exposition detailing my personal ethics, boundaries, procedures, and protocols. Devashi graciously holds a lot of sacred space for me and generously offers insightful critiques that I feel are … Continue reading Sexual Exploitation in Tantra with Devashi Shakti TPP39

Devi Ward

Tantra to the People with Devi Ward TPP32

In this episode, Devi and I discuss the need for more grass roots activism within the modern tantra movement. We explore our complimentary visions for more publicly accessible resources that will bring tantra to the people! Devi’s Bio: Devi Ward is an internationally recognized Tantra Expert, Certified Tantric Healer, Certified Reiki Practitioner, Tibetan Tantric Dakini … Continue reading Tantra to the People with Devi Ward TPP32

David Bruce Leonard at the Ocean

Sacred Yes Sacred No with David Bruce Leonard TPP31

In this episode we discuss David’s work at the Earth Medicine Institute where he provides healing programs that incorporate both the loving arts and the martial arts. We then discuss some of the ethics and dangers of sexual healing work followed by an overview of some of the  benefits of and precautions  for the practice … Continue reading Sacred Yes Sacred No with David Bruce Leonard TPP31

Shonagh Home Smiling at a Rock Cliff by the Ocean

Shamanic Revolution with Shonagh Home TPP21

In this episode I talk with Shonagh Home about strategies for a shamanic revolution to the heal psychological, sexual, and ecological wounds caused by 5,000 years of patriarchal violence. From her website: I am a practicing shaman, author and sacred beekeeper. I teach in the Pacific Northwest and the Yucatan. I consider myself to be … Continue reading Shamanic Revolution with Shonagh Home TPP21

Yalila Espinoza Smiling with Blissful Wisdom Medicine

Sexual Pathology: Demonic Possession or Parasitic Infection with Yalila Espinoza TPP04

This is a discussion with Yalila Espinoza a PHD scholar and spiritual counselor who has been studying psychedelic shamanism and sexual healing. “I am a spiritual health practitioner who integrates art, music, dreaming, movement, ancestral rituals & sacred plant teachings into dynamic embodied explorations.  I received a PhD in Consciousness and Transformation and Spiritual Counseling … Continue reading Sexual Pathology: Demonic Possession or Parasitic Infection with Yalila Espinoza TPP04

Kali Art

Sexual Healing with Psychedelic Goddess Worship TPP02

This podcast is a lab report documenting an experimental Goddess Kali worship ritual conducted in January 2014.   It was co-designed and advised on by clinical sexologists, tantrikas,  shamans, and spirit guides to help me overcome PTSD symptoms resulting from sexual trauma in my adolescence. Beyond my personal sexual healing, the objective was to collect data … Continue reading Sexual Healing with Psychedelic Goddess Worship TPP02