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your guide to sexual Liberation healing and empowerment as a certified Tantra counselor and certified permaculture designer I’m here to help you grow spiritually sexually and ecologically my online and in-person counseling sessions and training programs are price to fit any budget I’m looking forward to helping you design and ever more Divine Life Path please send me an email to Ben at Tantra Punk. Com and our journey together will begin hello dear beloved I want to welcome you to episode 2 of the township hung podcast and its independence Day 2014 and felt the cosmic nudge to release an audio lab report from the first experimental psychedelic Kali worship ritual that was done with the specific purpose of invoking Kundalini Shakti and the goddess in the form of Kali to do her good work I’m devouring and slaying demons and the intention was to have a dilated third eye perspective on the Ecology of the soul and of the infections by parasitic organisms that transect our chakra system and subsist off of the Eckhart Tolle calls for the pain body is created by parasites religiously known as demons in more scientifically athle understood is parasites it was an attempt to experiment with a theoretical model that would look at exorcism from a biomedical perspective and look at the assistance of plant medicines as a way to gain a psychedelic scopic perspective into the Ecology of the Soul and call upon traditional demon slaying archetypes like goddess Kali and study the analogy of wooden organic gardening is called biological pest control or Pest Management with the introduction of higher-level predators beneficial predators in the food web you’re able to do or have nature do the heavy lifting and allow those organisms that are specifically designed to raid the nests of endevour pests creating the habitat for them attracting them so that they can do that work for you and they can continue to perform that function of disinfection and purification so that your soul and your chakras in your physical body dimension of being can flourish and be robust and also be more immune and protected against infections that occur when are when were wounded when we’re traumatized and in the worst ways by sexual trauma so this is son Sonic medicine from my personal healing journey and it is a prayer for the goddess 2 appear to us in this time of great need so that replicating better understanding and applying this spiritual technology can help with some healing of the world soul and the restoration of sexual innocence and beauty and Health and Wellness serve the divine feminine surf Cali you’re here to serve her the demons are gone take on me the best pot for you a particular into the collective shadow of the universe which means the Demonic realm of possibility for your soul and spirit to work with them to work with mushroom. Medicine even she was born from the womb of the goddess people forget that sometimes idiots I’m taking care of you you’re safe you’re here to protect the divine feminine conserver America might not last too long California my lights and out people around the world with the message of Healthy Lifestyles alternative living a lot of people we’re not lost people who are the part of Awakening will receive a lot of Health they will come more and their power goddess Kali and Durga sent out transmission for awakening how many people Carrera t to wake up the strong way braiding and on your third eye was a transmission that was being sent to you Gulliver’s devouring the demons in your second chakra and all over devouring slaying grasping them with her claws and throwing them down to the Center of the Earth truth just to sit there and look straight into the eyes of the truth my lights are never going to be the same again you know what this is the truth when you wake up out of this journey sometimes that you grade mind might say oh that was an illusion of my own mind but no this is the truth and you’ve experienced the truth and once you’ve experienced it to get Antonio back on it once you once it has become a part of you if you’re being mean your life is never going to be the same again write down your intentions you’re serving the divine goddess because your intention is an alignment it’s serving her taken care of stay in the consciousness of healing Ascension it’s easy to stay focused only on the debts and only on demons but the results of the rebirth happening that is also an Awakening and Ascension happening it’s important to focus on that as well slapping the belly slapping the ovaries the chest tending chanting on and then also experimenting with different sounds that want to come out of here especially when you are in these kind of play meditative ecstatic moments with the either with black medicine or without just Genting Brett breathwork deep breathing making breakfast is apart of the daily life keep you in the vibrational field of healing and keep your vibrational still protected from a lot of craziness going on around in cities with so many people with their own agendas manipulations crazy thoughts and computers phones and keeping or protected and strong is very important and can we get strong with the practices I mentioned chanting and breath work at one more would be to do grounding meditation with running your energy where you ground yourself to the Center of the Earth and you will please other people’s stuff out of your auric field down with the grounding cord to the Center of the Earth to be recycled back to light running the golden light coming from the heavens down to your spinal cord fixing with the ordinary at the base of the spine and then rising up to all the check is from 1 to 7 and then becoming big huge fountain of the top of your head and break back down the center of the earth taking with it whatever is not serving your highest purpose out of your body and don’t to the Center of the Earth we are ready to wake up the dormant power within us this is the voice of deep power deep Soul power start the voice of the eagle if the voice of Carly your soul has been through a lot of hardships your body has been through a lot of hardships and because of those hardships cuz we The Humbling a deep humbling container for her light and to serve her you are her servant never forget phenomenal light gums often after phenomenal Darkness soap a lot of firsts for choosing to be the light workers have also been tested for years and years going through so much Darkness such deep dark big huge Shadow energy fighting the demons everything all of this has brought us to where we are today becoming a Channel of light and deep Soul power in the world help people find their own solar power Weiss releasing the voices of other people from our system through our meditations chakra meditations visualizations for the regular basis been through much mind chatter interferes practices really come and help to change RVs it’s not an overnight thing it takes dying and that is why practices are important trauma causes dissociation causes us to not be president causes us to leave our body so be patient with yourself Wild Love unbelievable Rewards slaying of demons across the world that harm children abused children Abused women abused men boys slave feeling there feeling the pain of these victims in the mother cries their tears railing so much pain in her chest poison dachshunds coming out from your mouth it’s okay it’s releasing the Demonic Energies worship her Yoni worship her feet worship her breasts do you need a secret the breasts are sacred and they’re to be protected and treated with great respect get out of your own way when you know you are ready to embody the goddess after your eagle has been crushed for years but along with the eagle sometimes we lose our self-esteem as well and if sofa steam low self-esteem is also connected to the eagle the Eagles those who am I to embody her I’m not good enough that is the voice of the eagle even though it sounds like a very modest voice of the falls what is the it will keep you from yourself empowerment self-love self-confidence self-esteem validation self-acceptance are all very important being crushed so thoroughly so don’t judge yourself when you feel like validating yourself and feeling proud of yourself you actually needed another people I would say like some Hollywood people are someone that really need to go get a vanity fall madly in love with yourself respect yourself so to embody the goddess especially the goddess of empowerment like goddess Durga this false modesty must go and what was said was transmission from goddess Durga Kali Deadwood being channeled Pennsylvania District voice I like the voice of power she was singing with so much power and energy she was doing old chanting and screaming and wailing with such phenomenal energy that there’s no way personally physical internet at this she’s just been to be here to become a suitable Channel for the goddess whenever she chooses to use her body whether to slay the demon sword to inspire the people to awaken the Kali within themselves my body is hers lots of warm energy at the base of the spine stirring for a very long time moving like a snake dancing in the bed like a snake and when the Kundalini Rises seeing a very strong snake in the third eye and Crown area opening the third eye open beating the 7th chapter of the crown chakra open center of the chest needed some massage Leatherface carry a lot of pain of the world in our own hearts in chest when we are sensitive and pads how to take care of throwing hearts Colleyville at some point slaying the demons lacrosse the word when she was at some point also sending out lots of snakes all the rounds all around the world specific Intentions 2 Luanne gets on the abusers and demonic forces if an offense in 2014 decided to wake up and work on the waking up at third eye or is the ones that are in the field of Consciousness in the dark over there there is no way that a handful of politicians and a handful of Rich capitalistic people can continue ignorantly dominators and controllers the way they have been it’s time for them disempowered it’s time for authentic people with Integrity with intention to empower the world take those positions at some point Bengali was standing and dancing with her hands founded to claws Stone sticking out and screaming and growling and the worship offered by the worshiper began to expand her size and she kept growing larger and larger and larger it is the worshipper that brings the goddess life Civic evaporator become a prayer, prayer the Miracles have to die the mail oppressively patriarchal Eagles you know you been lost and you know how to bow down before the card is sleeping seeking the card is in Sears and you know how to bow down before her there are many men who don’t and he will have to teach them how to bow down before her otherwise that eagle is going to consume them and so let them be consumed when they’re ready to learn he will come to you or the whale go to her directly and the ones that don’t will be devoured in her flames she spits fire at some point on all the abusers let them be consumed it’s a flame she is ready your transmitted Third Eye Activation meditation to masses of people play breathing all right and very strongly well little left-hander was beholding the unity chanting feeling the vibrations of the chains in the body Edward elevating your energy to higher realms spend as much time meditating on your third eye just sitting here just sitting laying in bed the school incident with her I just just go there and just hang out there spend time there dance like a snake Constance very powerful allowing your mind to just flow freely into the visions that come naturally trusting them provision open new world inspiring people to awaken the Rage that’s been sitting in their unconscious since ages it’s like the Germans Kali Force s just sitting there Awakenings that Force tucandela knee energy through Tantra exercise through sound on Vance & Hines it’s going to be very important which is power otentik reach pure intention to come into wholeness Heaven and Hell coming together in the secret space extreme Darkness meets extreme light tumbling tumbling becoming a container for the sacred feminine and then reclaiming the power stick your tongue out sometimes how do you make some of these exercises to awaken the power in a week in the rage and RG3 H is going to be the fuel that leaves a new Revolution to overthrow the manipulative selfish cold-hearted solace politicians and other people in power Bridge is the key mad possessed Rage of Carly supported with the firm energy of Sheba the truth and consciousness of Shiva but none of the guards could slay certain darkest of darkest demons not even Shiva could destroy them only Calico destroy them she went after she’s laid the damage continue slave she was possessed and she believed himself down under her foot so that she would stop warts doctor what’s love so I’ll leave you with this bridge love of Carly truth consciousness firmness for Shiva Big Love how long has very hard beautiful overlays on the goddess hyper Clear Vision colors a feeling of God is presents ask to play the Durga Mantra song Shailene beginning to hits and toss and turn as The Possession Chuck hole I was intrigued deliciously observant of the process sat together for a bit until we’re ready to raise the mattress and begin the dancing has I announce that ladybug song will be our introduction not this would be to call in ladybug spirits to consume what’s shaken loose invited all of our goddess angels and beneficial insect predators and we can to dance tango hissing at me while I need anything to pray and worship trans until I was brought into swiveling hair thrashing Child’s Play rating kneeling face on the ground my hands on her feet I play flat as the lower astral plane environment of the soul the Ecology of Souls became visible through the third eye and was able to see soulscape surrounded by typical organismic feel now with a top predator in a sex Droid Kali goddess enraged beginning to do battle over my head as I lay are as I knelt on the ground weaponry began its work and the demon creatures began to run for their lives Des lives scatter and he violently eviscerated by her claws were devoured and consumed into the belly and her convulsions and thrashing I like sicking raccoon on to a nest of rodents master the first couple of tracks it was and the ancient Spirits where I began a Kundalini Kundalini Awakening that took the form of an encompassing dragon that I became able to rise and convulse not simplified a kind of rainy Kundalini Verizon it was wasn’t the subtle feeling of Kundalini it was or maybe a an unmedicated Kundalini experience with just feel like the sensation of being possessed by a force that directs the spine into a serpentine shape and or curvature and where energy flows this was a visually augmented third eye experience to know that this is like actually more like putting on a a Mega Man kind of suit and having the larger true dragon structure enveloped me and for me to be awakened into it and for the thrashing of exorcism to begin with Kali there too devour and destroy all that was being shaken loose internally or and immediately the writhing led to a violent lower chakra exposing pulsing explosion how the root chakra eyes were closed and I struggled and fought and compressed contracted Escala stood over me and at times viciously stroke and caressed and works on my body and then devoured what was coming out what is a lot of mucus Salado foaming a lot of saliva band massive powerful into the logic songs massive involuntary head swivels and rocking and then my voice echoing in he’s ferocious roars coming from deep within very much like indaya ceremony but with more ferocity this shift cycle through head movements in pelvic movements and slamming and head-banging onto the ground again with collie straddling me at times and was able to see the deep-rooted deep tissue infection architecture reveal sing the reality and the truth is that other side where the shadow is I’m really being is really coming out it’s really what is repressed from the conscious mind is is actually being excrete it out into this Laurel lower astral plane reality soulscape that is quite and have it in hand she stood upon and like muscles and sea creatures very densely opportunistically inhabited and multi-layered niches digging into and shredding and tearing up and ripping off of these like Barnacle muscle demon creatures revealing the points of the point of origin as the days in San Francisco download the loss of my innocence in my wholeness this took this was through the course of several of the the Sonic algebra song Peak gave way to back arching surrender Anna Peaks and laughing in belly slapping in standing bare breasted laughing and I’m speaking about the end of patriarchy and the coming of Collies fire and the cleansing of The Souls of humanity in the world soul and her thrashing stop the music had a good point and I got water and restarted the music with sdorica chant the Durga Mantra music again at which point it felt time to be still and lie in the nurtured fantasy the initiation of the goddess of knowledge mean Chris and me as the protector of the vessel through which she will be channeled into this history peace and purity sanctity as Shiva Lane horizontal or I felt compelled to stay for a sabbatical slow continue gurgling in expulsion through the mouth and nose and a 1.8 wave of writhing from my back Arcane my back and holding the second chakra and having a hydraulic from the lower chakras through the spine and or esophagus and an expulsion with more fluids from the mouth early assurance that this was the Demonic and detox how many times was reassured do not fear call Elias doing her work don’t be afraid of her after much writhing verging estate of relaxation and surrender and listening to the goddess spell we came together on the mattress and came down from the peak and we are in the process and talk about the the past forward holding this this experiences initiation Mutual initiation dead of life sexual Ravis ravaging and worship thank you for listening to the touch upon podcast please go to www.crunch.com and cook on the Donate button to help support the show in addition to see me and if you want to podcast your donations will help establish permaculture goddess temples up here by Tycho logical employment for single mothers Please Subscribe and share your favorite episodes if you have questions or comments feel free to leave a voicemail at 818-275-1593 or email event at Tantra Punk. 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