In this episode I’m joined by two dear and brave souls who participated in an epic experimental ceremony involving psychedelic goddess worship and tantric sexual shamanism. The three of us implemented a procedural design I had been developing over the course of several years. This was truly the peak experience of my lifetime thus far.
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Com and our journey together will begin podcast episode number 72 I’m here with Cynthia and Rose and we’re going to be doing a sort of recap on an experimental shamanic healing ceremony where we invoked the goddess Kali to help do the heavy lifting on some serious demon ectomy and soul retrieval work and using a combination of magic mushrooms and psychedelic trance dance music and tantric sacred spot massage amongst many other things so for me it was very powerful and in important in the the evolution of trying to combine these modalities and feeling very kind of alone and out in the wilderness with this but having this experience share it was such a blessing and I feel like the best way to document it is to just allow the participants Cynthia and Rose to first Elder story of what the experience and then I’ll kind of give some of the background in my perspective and will end with some three-way discussion to try to fill in some of the gaps so without further Ado again thank you for listening and Cynthia if you be so kind please share with us your perspective on what you experienced as the the receiver of the feeling work wow okay so thank you been for or the invitation and for the The Human Experience so this is something that I’ve been called to to participate in and being a victim of sexual abuse and having done the work on my own I think I’ve reached a certain level of kind of I would say I can’t just like my my level of like appealing that I’ve said I’ve made and but I still felt like there was something that was still stored inside my body and that that has manifested itself in like behavior and lifestyle and thought patterns and basically stories that have better still playing out because of that energy that has has been stored in my body and I met Ben and instantly it was it was just okay let’s let’s do this work we need to do this this type of work needs to be done and so I’ve been waiting patiently and finally we were able to get together and create the ceiling and so he said we invited Rose to be part of our container and Rose and I have our have been part of a Kim constellation that’s very similar and we wanted to see who I also wanted to see the element of the the mail and how how we can move forward with this type of feeling the sexual healing in a safe in the Safeway and you know their intentions were very clear and very set boundaries were set and I felt very safe and so I was very nervous and you know so been input on these instructional videos and we took the medicine and I started playing the Kali mantras and that’s when the invocation started happening and I think it all just happens naturally I don’t know how to describe it but does the medicine kicks in you also start feeling the presence of the Goddess Kali and just there’s like a blur I think between my my being and just her taking over a kind of like this protective force and so we start doing the dancing and the medicine starts kicking in and it was actually very what’s an it didn’t happen in an instant but it was very fast the way that we were able to enter that space and through the dancing I was just able to to let go and release and I think that’s what allowed kind of the the purging to happen it physically felt like this energetic being that was external to me that was foreign you know it like it was just circulating and gyrating and I think it was through that activation of the Kundalini that that through the dance and that was easily facilitated like just just happened it just coming out through sound through that roaring and growling and it just that breath that Kali breath I think is what kind of help and there was no instruction for this it just was something that just happened and end with free-flowing and yeah the second time I think it would just it was just coming out through this energy energetic sound through my mouth and Rose was holding space allowing for that to come out and end encouraging me to just you know keep releasing and so the second time the energy just kept coming out kept blowing out and it was through this like gagging and he’s like I don’t know whether worldly sounds coming through my mouth and to the point where I eventually threw it up and got well and it was definitely an entity or or just all that stuff that was stored and from there we proceeded to the Triad and that’s when the Yoni massage began and that’s why I just like higher levels of the of I would say Consciousness through the medicine we’re beginning to take warm in like kind of encapsulating me again in this life protective protecting like ladies and that’s where the soul-retrieval started happening and it wasn’t even at some point it wasn’t even me healing it was my mother and my grandmother and like all of the people that came before as Azan the sacred Yoni massage with was happening and it was very beautiful I felt very safe and I was seeing sacred geometry patterns and I was seeing nebulas and just all these beautiful things that were holding space for me as I was going through this healing trolley it was a traumatic it was remembering all that trauma that has that has been stored not only in my body but also in this Earth so as I kept mentioning like this healing I feel isn’t isn’t about me it’s about healing the trauma that all of us women and not just women but also men and children have gone through with this Invasion invasion of our of our body and invasion of our souls in this like parasitic and I feel like I felt like this this is the work that needed to be done I needed to experience this feeling in order to move on to the next step and help to facilitate and so is very transformational I felt very safe I was in a safe place and I was trusting of this process and I know I was just amazing I felt like my natural authentic self again afterwards just removing and downloading removing obstacles and removing all of these blocks while at the same times Outlet in Easley downloading what are the next steps if it was like Kali was was letting us know like okay be prepared for the call how are you going to be prepared for the call and it was this everything kind of the conversation that we had afterward was like a gate opening of okay with what do we need to do next you know what comes after this healing how do we we arm ourselves against these forces that exist and so I’m still processing that I’m still downloading and now it’s it’s really just take time to take action and and this is a type of healing that that I feel is very necessary for pretty much Humanity right now and where we are in this this intense times calls for an intense healing as this in a sweeping of of all of our Spirits in our souls and the sweeping of the earth and a protecting and a very urgent just felt the urgent call to are myself spiritually and what came after I think enduring I mean there was so many visions of animalistic like felines sacredness of rage and like and it really did feel like we were being armed spiritually and like we had that spiritual strength to face these these negative and dark Forces that that exist within us and just a question is for me is is where do these things where do these energies come from and are they stored in is it natural that they’re there you know and so the medicine definitely helped to to go into these lower levels but in the Innocence acting Warriors and work are you Warrior citizen yeah I don’t know if do you have any questions were absolutely totally Exquisite that Bridges the entire planet cuz anyone anywhere in the world could have would have been able to say that and just you know wouldn’t have to be a Hindu traditionalist even had no imprint what service is so Primal so yeah so that was absolutely fabulous perfect and so if we’re all now pack on I say I’m going to I’m going to withhold my commentary and just let Rose know if whatever you want to say in response to Cynthia’s testimony of Deliverance and then go into your your Narrative of your perspective and I will I will then take my turn last so with that said I guess I do my play-by-play then we’ll start with your questions and it will just kind of have a free Freestyle Jam so Rose if you’re yeah if you’re ready please go ahead with your follow-up comments questions and then your hair do thank you I got the invitation from her working with a Collie breath you know breathwork meditation and and so I feel like it’s funny because I feel like I kind of magnetized this goddess and this this work to me because of that and I’m so when she asked me if I would be willing to be a part of this healing ceremony with her it just it came and it was an instant yes I can instant full-body yes and because of you know what I had been working at in my my own spiritual practice and days before and so when we arrived at your place I felt very States and I and even before that I just got the sense is great sense of Circus Circus perfect alignment in and what we were all going to take part in and prior to 2 are you both of you ingesting medicine I really said that intention in myself to be fully present for whatever unfolds and to just be the the keeper of all of them of the energetic boundaries and that the safety of the container that we were going to step together and so I felt this great Judy the start of Judy and me that was being awakened and when I noticed Cynthia starting to have have assertive a different experience with the with the medicine I was able to call upon the sword of motherly nurturing archetype within me and it just felt so natural to be there for her and to help help her along in those in the first couple of minutes and then also with the dancing I felt very I felt like I was dancing with her to remind her to help help help whatever wanted to come through to move along and it’s like it was just eight latest like in my cells or what what I needed to do is just couldn’t be explained much like how Cynthia said if I couldn’t have foretold everything that I that I did but what came alive in me where was this very nurturing and Duty oriented and loving nurturing mother when we all sat down together in the Triad eye I’ve been I’m familiar with this sort of work and so my my background I feel like prepared me a lot or for what what we were doing and when you gave her the Johnny massage and we’re doing other young and massage I was able to see the waves of energy that were being released from her body and it was really enjoyable for me to help her or remind her to sing and sound everything out because I felt like that was a really big piece and release and releasing what needed to come through and at one point I felt like I saw like I saw her grandmother and her mother and there is like these waves like this there’s is cave that I saw and I felt like what you were doing with the massage was like rubbing the cave of her Yoni and with Dinosaurs all that trauma and I didn’t I felt lightness coming from her as it was as it was as she was releasing I felt an influx of light also go into her and so that was really beautiful to witness and it was really touching for me to witness what the Alchemy between man and woman is lacking that sort of setting I think that was really healing for me to see you to see you know my brothers and sisters healing each other helping each other because like Cynthia said this is exactly what we need in on this earth right now this is the sort of healing and it was so inspiring to me as it was going on that that you know we were able to work together and and be the midwives for that healing and I kind of felt like let it like the god goddess embodied and so I felt like the goddess was embodied through me and the God and it archetype was invited you ban and it felt like we were healing our child together and it was it was really touching for me to see that I think that was one of the major takeaways today but I came away from with from our time together and similarly I experience a sense of like urgency like Cynthia described of like okay what’s next with you know what are we how are we how is this how are you taking next level once we step out of here I feel so excited and I really enjoyed the conversation that we had afterwards it felt like we’re all allies in each other’s journey and it really felt like us and I felt a sense of camaraderie and like I felt very I feel very proud because I know that the work that we did is very crucial and it’s very needed and so I just felt very and a sense of satisfaction in knowing that that the Earth is receiving this healing by us setting the space and taking the time to do this together and so yeah that was a little bit about my experience and I don’t have any questions immediately but maybe they’ll come up as we talked but that’s that’s me that’s where I am beautiful and exquisite in thank you so much I’m just so I’m going to go ahead and do my narrative now so and I’m going to try to make it quick so we have plenty of time for the discussion portion so this is going to be so hard for me cuz I’m so I’m so I want to bring people up to speed and really I realized the only way for people for anybody to really grasp the the amount of of effort and time and love and attention that made this moment possible they would actually have to listen to over 70 hours worth of all of the previous podcast which have been leading up to this Crown Jewel of an experience so I’m going to do my best just to really stay focused and just give a very clinical almost like shamanic police report of just the just the facts and there’s going to be a lot of technical terminology there’s going to be a lot of presumptive you know language used as I do that and I just have to say that I’m so open to questions and follow up and anyone who who really you know wants to get the full background please listen to the previous episodes and there are some some episodes that are very much you mean you could listen to just like a handful and pretty much get most of what matters so so with that said I’m going to I’m going to start so she remembered my tattoo from our gardening together years back and approached me on the Dance Floor during a Morningside DJ set we talked for a while and caught up on life been discovered we both evolved into Warriors of the light after an energy healing exchange we vowed to keep our connection sustained at our first friendly Garden date we discovered our mutual Faith to liberate our souls from the trauma of child rape experimental research Partners we became on a mission to discover affordable means to overcome our pain after many months passed the time was right to begin the Hands On Healing path I had learned full well by then working alone was dangerous and I never want to do it again I knew it would take a minimum of three to operate ethically and procedurally I asked if she bring a trusted and supportive friend one who could hold sacred healing space and be willing to work her skin for the first time the circuit could be made complete a polarity of Shiva Shakti love from head to feet her friend Rose was so much more than a shamanic nurse her singing voice alone could dissolve even the worst kind of curse after an orientation phone but it came over for what would become a Hurst Oracle evening we begin with t and Casual talk I prepared the medicine for the journey on which we’d soon Embark I picked fresh garden herbs and made the chocolate confection pouring into the mix lots of love and affection waiting for the sun to go down I set up the speakers and tested the sound after placing offerings on the altar they sat together on the bed our prayers and intentions were ceremoniously said I began a series of short educational films to introduce you the dark goddess by whom we’d all be healed first through mythical stories been a temple exorcisms documented Glory then you 1,000 name spoken in Cruiser ritual form during which your invocation could be filled gently coming on by the air Dodge Journey will begin Durga Mantra played to invite the warrior goddess energy deep under our skin erotic energetic boundaries working sensed best would begin the tundra Punk said first the devotional hymn of praise then the prayer to earn your loving healing Grace as it began I reached for her hand Drew her near to passionately sing into her ear I clutched her with warmth and strength drop to my knees in worship while rocking her waist slowly gliding up her front dancing her into my heart as our feet stopped now that she felt infinitely loved and safe it was time for the demon ekta me to take place I stepped around embracing from behind strapping her into an astro roller coaster ride I will be her Kundalini activation guide in what would appear to be a shamanic heimlich maneuver from the outside rolling her up like a toothpaste tube pressure applied in till nests were broken loose after peristaltic waves of bees to Aurora’s she dry purged would serve no more Roseville and medicated was thoroughly possessed you entered her and taught her how to clean up the mess a thrashing devourment until nothing was left with your Superior force of nature the offending creatures were met Nowhere to Run nowhere to hide in her commandeer jaws and Claws they all died ending the dance with your purification prayer we had successfully raided the top level demon Lair now it was time to storm their Subterranean Den she fell into my poised firm grip I gently carried her down to the bed her sweat dripping skin and hot deep breath indicated she’d survived the worst of it now the pleasurable releases would begin we can work love into the caverns over chakra system consent for the forehand full body massage acquired my lingam clothes and disciplined to withhold its desired the gentle Devi Mantra track filled the air as I drew down her pants and underwear but delighted teenager in my mind others along turn off fuck my mature tantric adult knows not to get lost and being awestruck I never want to be desensitized to the moment of be holding a Yoni for the first time but therapeutic sexual shop and dance is a fine line selfless giving that’s less carnal and more Divine this is not about her and me it’s about the chakra surgery the love that heals is from up on high I’m just a conduit for Shiva Shakti to align the performance of Miracles and exorcisms at any good Christian would respect if only group sexual ritual had been persecuted as ultimate sin as her top is still fully worked and played I apply coconut oil upon her pelvis and legs one by one I plant her feet on my heart eyes closed I see you I’m folding like a birthing star magnificence like never before he on Sue would take to fully explore a high-pressure orgasmic exhalation I release by your beauty I am enraptured liberated yet besieged I am now again fully possessed by your dark warm and In the Flesh you come into and through me to rescue the wounded soul of my dear friend you press my heart firmly upon her gates to heaven you raucous in a stormy Rhythm you take hold of the muscles in my arms and embrace her torso in the mudra like forms as if unraveling a demonic web convulsive earthquakes crack open the shells of their under your thirst for their blood makes for a ravenous series of fudd’s pounding her again and again your hunger will soon be fed as she screams and cries while letting go sleep positioner gracefully to optimize the flow again I close my eyes to see you’ve been developed all of us though to the naked eye your unseen through years of Revelation you’ve given me visual access to see the Carnage as demons attempt to flee your ferociousness like white blood cells digesting and dissolving tumors and cysts you give us the love and power to finally resist spiritual combat not unlike a cow it’s your fight As Above So Below when seen in the life of the third eye if medical researchers could see what I saw with their eyes someone would win a Nobel Prize The Germ Theory Revolution will have a new chapter sexual abuse will be quarantined by the CDC and FEMA as an unnatural disaster the shadow biosphere is Allegiant with these pests to you they must all be fed to eradicate them and lay this Public Health crisis to wrist you’ve given me the strength to raid without fear these disease places where many healers would never dare New Age euphemisms come to mind clearing blocked energies to be recycled by the Divine with permission I slowly enter Her Sacred Space with two fingers then press my left palm against her clitoral Regent like an organic vibrator all of my muscles diligently serve stroking her G-spot with fingers of curved my breath is at first strong and growth but soon I feel the Marshall Vibe is done enough I begin edjoin in harmony with rose who has been sweetly singing chance of own her voice teasing apart octaves and notes like light through a prism a deeper truth is told roses simulated choir sonically transmutes the astral detritus sanitizing the muck gushed out from each chakra Orphus she appeared to be playing a transdimensional harp between the planes her medical magic was a gorgeous work of art there was an innocent in my eyes as I glanced I was not shocked to arouse to see her proud bare chest within my soul just a resounding yes more points of contact to electrically connect enter fry the demons with synchronized only breaths a contract Opera to say the least I knew this must repeat week after week the burnt temples have been such a loss this ritual healing magic would have been open to the public and nearly free of cost we opened a portal to the ancient Priestess past where such an initiation would have been routine on a spiritual path but according to sex Goldberg religious Michael a new wave rules at night like this breaks too many taboos get deep inside we knew the ceremony to be our true home we could spend eternity in the ecstatic Shakti love after about an hour of deep chakra tissue work it came to a close with a bit of Mirth cries melted into laughter as she climbed onto my lap we express their true love and words as she wrapped her legs around my back I Rose in love with her Sweet Soul no need to negotiate relationship rules our journey as colleagues still has a long way to go with maturity and sovereignty will let the most righteous path on fold this technology must be returned to the Priestess class that was so violently burn I vowed to give back all of my power I will teach and work in a charitable Manor the Have Nots have been excluded far too long none of us can afford months of healing in the Amazon I’m a back alley sexorcist relying on volunteer paramedics thank you. God is for showing me the way I’ve Allen pray to you may I never be led astray so many Exquisite moment to savor in these memories I could marinate forever the most unforgettable of them all if I had to choose would be looking up to see three different colored hands on her room I thought to myself now that’s an album cover sorry to all the jealous lovers friends don’t let friends be denied the group Healing Touch that’s needed to recover from being so hellishly fucked an army of sexual Angels is now being built together were shedding all of the shame and guilt will not be preyed upon by rapists ever again nor and abusive relationships be trap made victims Cynthia I know you had questions and you know we’ve all heard each other’s accounts so I’ll be great to let me know okay well I just want to start off by saying like the intention I mean there’s many there’s many sexual Awakening workshops going on right now and then there is a tremendous like sexual Awakening and I see things in a circular sense of like the sexual Awakening bringing us into are open to City feed but the thing about that makes this type of healing different is that the goal is not to orgasm the goal is not to become sexually satisfy the gold that is only like that is the pleasure part is only the let’s see the opening of The Gates you know that is what’s actually going to facilitate the space and then once you’re enter it it’s a whole other thing because honestly most of the time I didn’t even feel the Yoni massage I mean I did feel it and it was amazing and it was very erotic and but I think that’s what takes that’s like the ship that really does launch you to these other dimensions and these other spaces where were able to take to heal and so I just wanted to start off with that that she’s definitely is not is not about old let me see if I could squirt let me see if I can come it’s it’s more it’s beyond that and that’s just what I wanted this to set out the clear intention of that and like you you mentioned in in your narrative this is just scratching the surface I immediately felt that afterwards it’s like okay there’s like so much more to this you could just forever be healing in this way and so I’m very excited to I’d like this is my dream and my goal I’ve always known that I wanted to help sexual assault survivors and and yeah this is definitely work that needs to be done and I’m so grateful that my prayers have been answered you know I’m being able to work as band and Rose was just very beautiful and I’m excited to just embark on this journey the beginning so I like you said this isn’t like there’s so many people to be liberated like no this is what I want and I’m smiling right now because this is what brings me joy is to be in utter like unconditional love for someone and like breaking down those barriers and like I like though I was struggling through through things were Cynthia would come in and say okay I will I want this to stop like I want to get up and go to the restroom work and they will fit this higher higher self speaking saying no like go through it now we got to go through it go through work through it works work through that ego and yes even in the beginning I felt like I felt water resistance from Bend but definitely a screening and a feeling out and like testing out the waters to see of like I was I was okay to be to partake in this in this ceremony and I’m grateful for that too and but the medicine really does help to remove all those obstacles all that ego all of that insecurity that comes with being seen through through a male perspective or through that mail lens and still hearing the recap of all of this all of these things are coming out and I feel like it’s also part of the healing process and being able to like analyzing and see everything that all of the components all of those little components in like where my mind was trying to get self in the way and then just being able to just release an old Alsip want while I’m there was a point where my mind said well what do I do how do I give how do I give and it’s like no you’re here to receive just relax and received you know and just ride trying to just go for the ride but yeah that’s my Yreka that’s awesome Rose you have thoughts you want to share it as far as I was hearing during the excitement in your voice since you really is really touching because and also hearing Benz account of like the depth in the layers of of of what it is taken to get to this point I I didn’t realize that this you know that it wasn’t always this way for you that you hadn’t worked like this before and so it just felt completely natural and it felt you know really familiar to me familiar territory and like and the start of healing and so I feel like something Ancient Ancient was awakened like an ancient knowing and yeah I feel I really feel aligned with continuing this sort of work and when you was talking about training people I was like oh my God like a my ears perked up was like oh my God like oh be amazing to you know to continue this work and then just the idea of other other people and other women doing this for themselves or for each other and it’s just like so touching to me thank you yeah a couple of things some Cynthia I remember when we were talking afterwards in and I wish I had that same sentiment about where people are going with the sexual sort of like merit badges of squirting and multiple orgasms most definite psych and that is a wonderful visit wonderful, I’m a part of that movement in that that whole world and it’s like I’m it gets so much more expensive when you’re doing this multi lifetime generational intergenerational you know ancestral lineage healing work in this big container that’s just the lobby is the genitals you know the real Temple is so much for deeper in in until I feel you on that and then the thing that you said you were saying about squirting and stuff I remember I was like you know everyone’s distal squirting meme has become so popular now and it’s just like thing to be going for it and I unpin it just came to me it’s like if you have miles or or or another person’s pelvis or some other full friction body part going against the the urethral opening it’s not going to be perceived as a squirt it’s just going to choose and it’s in that you were like yeah I was like poking an orange and it’s going to squirt why don’t you put your face on there or your palm on there and I use my left palm and I I I sort of have this this like combo positioning where my my home my whole left arm and palm is like massaging the entire clitoral region within the clit really it expands out to look like a giant stingray and it’s massive and it’s like the whole region is erogenous so I’ve got the left hand Palm I’m holding the whole pubic Mound region with my left arm and making circles and pressing and and massaging in and then with my thumb and index finger on my right hand or sorry my my ring and Pinky are are connecting with my thumb on my right hand and my index and my middle finger are inserted into the only for the G-Spot massage so there’s this like supported effort and there’s just constant pressure on the whole area so anyway that’s the sound of the exclamation of things but yeah it’s just like so beyond getting off or satisfaction sexually once you go to that deeper level so you said you had questions for me it looks like recapping on the flow of things and then even hearing you talk about the track that you played and just I’m timing of it’s really amazing and then also hearing you explain about your tracks and and I mean mind you that’s like in the background that’s like the last thing I mean I’m not focusing on the music it’s just part of the Ambiance creating that that space But the flow are flow how we how we actually moved with the music and like what you said it would stop and then begin another phase so you have a skeleton kind of like a a protocol I would say to two-year to feelings and listening to your previous podcast I was able to identify with a lot of the things that to Fiona was talking about that she was experiencing these things and so my question is do you look for sign I mean is it something that obviously every ceremony has its unique energy to it because of the person people have bald and the type of primer ball then obviously everyone has a different energetic frequency and their own input into the ceremony but the similarities hearing the similarities and then hearing you what how the way you describe your Visions with collie with the Kali goddess can you elaborate or did you know I mean you’ve had you’ve done these ceremonies before so is there he steps in these protocols that you see as the ceremony goes on that kind of guy if you to the next movement or I’m not too sure for doing that some homework affect getting some background and in and seeing the continuities and I was listening to it again myself the one right the science of collie and location where I kind of did this recap of a year-and-a-half worth of different stages of development very staggered and very disc jointed stages of development between me and Sophia I know where we both sort of been like the you know the I guess I don’t want to say chosen ones but maybe there’s a thing called maybe shamanic election like we both were sort of put together to develop this in different ways and between her being in India and at times being engaged and us not having having a sort of sometimes sensual and erotic subtext and sometimes maternal you know configuration it’s been this very diverse path of of sort of a piece of meal process of one sort of rapturous mystical experience happening and then months of silence and disconnection and then a wave of inspiration causing me to produce a track and then getting her to put vocals on it from halfway across the world and then having that steer a whole new unfoldment it’s been an adventure and so the choreography of this what’s now becoming that would say that this what we just achieved was my ideal complete cycle you know which which had not been completed with all of the pieces together at once either it happened without the medicine or it happened without the third person present or for whatever reason all all of these three of them are all of these multiple elements were not fully there but they’ve all just been part of the master Sega permaculture design is like you know where the where the compost is going to be eventually and as you know where the these plan things are going to happen you have Flags down on the landscape and they might be there for years to tell you can get you know what you need to put it all together but the bastard plan is there so I’m the did it to answer a question more more specifically about the track the bumper sticker of this whole you know procedural cycle is that what what I was advised or intuited through telepathically through Kali is this narrative feed me or demons feed me or curses those are the appetizers the main course is your orgasm and come the music is basically the pathway to achieve that full cycle for her benefit it’s like a it’s like a you know it’s like the exact sequence of adrenalized trance music to get the Kundalini moving and then once that first level of exposure are those first few layers of expulsion or complete then you get to go into the more Chill Zone and you know it’s kind of like you know like the way that they organize a psytrance party it’s like you start with it the sort of Primal minimal techno e stuff and then it gets into the more full on and then you get into the night side and then you go to the morning Sai and it’s kind of like a whole choreography of thumb of that so does that answer your question I guess so but it was so free-flowing and I think just I wanted used I’m going to use the word like symptoms but kind of these like stopping point of like all of the things that are seen like even asked okay so once we’re laying down and we started with the Triad I definitely felt Rose and I being prepared and and and shielded and and and kind of like in battle like preparing to to confront humans then and you just seem like you’re slowing flowing like a it just incredible the way it like this kind of finding out what kind of the the back roads of all of this and like just the synchronicity is really beautiful because like I said this isn’t you wouldn’t really say we’re going to do this I mean you kind of held the safe space and and you let you let us know what was going to happen but all of the visuals and all of the the downloading and all of that information in the end the invoking of the collie like she I just a very specific similarities I think to listening to the other podcast you know I don’t know it’s just really beautiful yeah if it was to me very much I mean if if if I would have liked I guess pre-scripted it I kind of wanted it to be a safe container with some with enough background in an enough sort of like this is the worst that can happen like if we don’t have somebody spotting you at the top of your spine you might have you might Bang Your Head on the ground so someone’s got to be there to hold you and to be aware of what’s happening on your upper half cuz I’m going to be on your lower half so there’s those things that we’re kind of laid out of like okay you can have spasms you could be foaming at the mouth you could be purging you could be doing all the things in those are things that you would you know any ceremony that you sign up for is going to have a waiver form saying you know do you have but yeah what you’re talking about and what I had the premonitions of is that if you come together in the name of Khali and you appease her in such a way that she is going to bless you with the ceiling then if you trust and you have faith in you surrender and you give her as much power as she’s capable of of having and knowing that she is a trustworthy deity she’s not going to abuse you or take advantage of you or manipulate you or hurt you or although we know that she can turn your life upside down you know the next day you may be repelled by your sexual partner because you can now call he’s inside of you and call he’s not going to be fucked by some Demon asshole you know what I mean people don’t really believe in possession they don’t believe that demons are real they don’t believe possession states are real and they certainly don’t believe that you could be possessed by a higher-dimensional beneficial benevolent loving goddess creature that could kill you and disinfect you from lifetimes and generations of demonic infestation that’s not allowed you cannot believe that stuff or you will go to jail or you will be burned and that was just the most natural thing like Everett like you said and Everett to sake wow do you know what when I said this at the end you know where it’s like what we just did was we broke every taboo of the Christian church yet it was the most Christian thing that you could ever do perform successful effective exorcism extract decontaminate was alleged to have done and that’s why he was so called a rockstar in that time because you brought what most people would say now is a Indian indigenous to the so-called holy land and was able to really turn a lot of heads with that modality and it’s been perverted and crushed and made into a charcoal form of propagating demons and it’s like what is it there were told we can’t do by patriarchal Christianity you can’t have any form of homosexual nudity holy matrimony think a married male and female couple they can never be seen by anybody else no one else can ever be in the room no one else could ever facilitate any other forms of supportive loving touch your massage cuz that would be homosexuality and it would be adultery and you certainly cannot revoke any form of other deity cuz that’s idolatry Union I certainly cannot use any sort of mind-altering substance or consciousness-expanding substance so like everything that we employed to achieve the quintessential mission of Christianity has been banned by Christianity as an institution which is the worst crime against the soul of sexual shamanic healing and the true Universal medical technology of exorcism which is not you know Jesus is not the only savior deliverance from demonic possession is not only can only be done or is it only possible through holy water and crosses and Priests they have closed sourced and if there needs to be antitrust laws against the way they have taken away the power to perform exorcisms from other traditions and so I said to me I could go on forever but do you do have thoughts about that I was just talking about this with my partner the other day about how the suppression of our sexuality by institutions eyeglass religion I feel like it’s been one of the biggest reasons why there is like so much dependency on external sort to tell us what to do and to you know basically give us rules for us to live by and I feel like the reclaiming of our sexual sexuality in our sexual Forest is a really big piece and reclaiming our sovereignty as awesome as Sovereign souls and so I think that’s that actually the correlates a lot to what you were talking about and I think that I think this this work is like next level stuff I feel like you know this is like the Sovereign Soul work in in creating the leaders that that that the world needs right now hey women say that big partner just recently said that to me a couple of days ago so that is playing anarcho-punk anti-christian neo-pagan you know psychedelic psychonaut whatever and then I have been so resistant to Christianity for so many years but then it dawned on me eventually was like What if you could actually lead Christianity out of its own darkness and redeliver it to Itself by bringing homosexuality psychedelic shamanism tantric sexual healing and what else basically become a canary it’s like if I if you could expose the the heinous crimes against the human soul that are happening in churches where they don’t allow anything like this to ever occur to me they need to have you know they got Sunday school for kids that’s great how about Saturday night classes for psychedelic Sexual Healing ritual for adults and children will be kept safe from the priest because everybody you know doing their work and cleaning house so you know until every church becomes a psychedelic goddess worshiping Sexual Healing Temple my work here will not be done in order to work at work of any good you know true follower of the Christ movement they they’re their work is not done I got to go Inward and the people like the punks that have been you know so anti-religion are going to I think you know actually hack and revolutionized it from within somehow so it’s it is my Enterprise evolve doing it on the inside I’m so I mentioned to you that I have roots in the punk scene as well but it still continues and in this you know this work for sure this virtual work and she just wants to bring more Consciousness and more natural medicine to it because the booze is not really taking us where we need to go with that energy so is that for sure I believe this is like the highest form of activism in all senses like activism against religion and even politics and even like class what you mentioned earlier like this type of healing is accessible to people that have the means for it I mean it seems it’s Tina something like secondary like oh well I have I have my lifestyle covered now I can begin you know the secondary ceiling which is like a sexuality while in reality that should be people’s main focus and my goal has always been okay I’m learning these new things through the New Age movement quote on quote and it’s like how do we bring this to the communities that really need it so that we’re not preaching to the choir you know the how how do we like spread this like have you said you know that I have and have nots because it’s it does go down so we can talk about so many things revolving this subject like this is this should be Public Access you know yeah yeah that’s what I’ve been trying to do is build these Brazilian networks of people across the the the the class Spectrum so that you know I will call it you know the giving back I mean any you know how many yoga studios are giving back through non-profit programs or even just donating a percentage of profits to something to that vet that honors the lineage and how many times your providers are giving back and how many you know people who do whatever ceremonies they do having how the endangered peyote buttons the endangered Ayahuasca Vine luckily mushrooms are so happy to just consider if we did mycelium networks will consume all of the stick frame houses that we’ve erected over the past several hundred years there’s no limit to the abundance of a fungus like it’s the right medicine I believe in the spirit of sustainability to be really bringing those these modalities together with them some reason about like hey what were what if what if the iOS Caro Shaman start experimenting with mushrooms and equal rows and seeing if the spirits will happily come through the psilocybin pathway into the Container so that we can give her a break and yeah there’s just so many social justice Ethics in class politics with all this stuff and I feel like I am going to be one of the Robin Hood’s hackers pirates that you know is able to walk Between Worlds and help help bring more philanthropic opportunities to the people who are making Bookoo bucks doing this stuff and also bring the clinical social workers in two conferences where they can get brochures about this stuff and bring it back to their you know city council and be like hey can we do this facilitate legal space for clinical goddess clinics you know if we can’t do the goddess temples then we’re going to do the goddess clinics in Government funding in hmos like yeah where you sexually abused okay your healthcare provider has got to give you access to free sexual shamanic psychedelic healing and here is how we get some being legalized by there if you know Maps is is part of that a big the biggest part of that the multidisciplinary association for psychedelic studies think we’re going to see eye-to-eye on everything course but they’re doing the work to prove for example that you know so it’s typing is not deadly it’s not like a poisonous deadly fungus that you know you’re going to die if you eat too much of within reason so it’s all coming together and the faster the better as far as I’m concerned this is a good time cuz now you know psilocybin is being really it’s becoming a real Rockstar it’s it’s it’s you know it’s surpassing LSD and MDMA and marijuana because the psychotherapeutic studies that are happening clinical trials that are proving that it can cure depression or you know these are kind of marketing terms that they would use but you know how people stop smoking helping with end-of-life anxiety for terminal cancer patients all these things are making really big headline news now that the next level is and they open a gateway to hell and heaven and you better have your you know astral allies ready because they’re everything that science has denied for hundreds of years is coming all hell’s breaking loose and it’s like Ghostbusters and we’re going to have to come to Jesus on what’s really out there and see all these cracks and you know that’s something that they’re not ready for but this is why what we’re doing and the way that we are articulating this and trying to preserve the essence and authenticity authenticity of the true art form in the true ancient unregulated unbridled Primal wild feminine beauty of sexual shamanic psychedelic healing there the preciousness of that Integrity trying to find a way to language some of that into clinical you know standardized dosages into you’re putting all that into a pill and administering it you know at a hospital that’s where this gets all very tricky but it’s sort of our duty I think to have the best integrity and the best note taking and eventually there will be you know the help that I need and that we need in that all survivors need to know put down the video game console controller and stop watching porn and get serious about protecting children from what’s really coming into this Dimension like never before and it’s coming through video games porn music pop culture I really feel like with if if what we achieved if I could take this recording and play it for you know the right people at the United Nations they would say been you know here’s a security Force you’re going to be treated by like the secret service is going to protect you while you educate and inform the Center for Disease Control about how and why the entire internet needs to be shut down until you can create a valve that effectively limits access of these extreme forms of pornography and you know that’s the X-Files that’s like Fox Mulder trying to like get people to listen to you know the truth is out there the truth is in here it’s right between our legs and we need to be dissected you know we need to dissect these Predators Weenies and I respect the victims and we need to know what we’re dealing with you know so I appreciate the work that that that is unfolding and they have to sign off very soon I it was such a pleasure to be on this call with both of you I’m feeling the medicine of of the of the work that we did like you know losing often to my day right now so I feel really blessed up by that right now yeah I just want to I want to thank Rose boots for holding it down you’re so Fierce thank you are the reason I feel that it’s so amazing and you know I really do hope that you know we can continue to train and and to arm ourselves for this battle together I feel like we are good team you know if you have just another couple minutes to share this something we didn’t address which was the Exquisite vocal range that you have and some of the intentional frequencies that you’re creating which were just making this light through a prism you were like separating Melodies and harmonies and I was so blown away so can you Google got that this is something that not you know that I got to have your help training other people cuz if you’re the only person in the world who can do that we’re in trouble we need more of you well yeah thank you thank you for that I’m definitely not the person who totaled I can do it but I’m really interested in sharing my knowledge with people and I process so some of like I mentioned to you that night I am really fascinated with voice and sound healing and you know Style singing and what comes through for me is are you just frequencies that are are attuned to what energy the person in a session need so like in my energy healing work I do like what I call like shamanic Reiki so it’s kind of like moving energy but in the astral plane rather than just physically and in those sessions what comes through is a language that I know it’s light language and tones and singing comes through and so that was what was coming through in this ceremony session that we had and I did a bit of overtone singing and which is R22 note tone that is produced by by the voice and it’s just a manipulation of the of the air coming in and out of the mouth and it gives the impression of having two to three people singing when it’s just one person and which is like why you you said Oh I thought that it was there’s like three people in the room singing better is like this just us and so what’s unfolding for me is going and going more into to sound and and sound healing and helping others open up their throats similar similarly to the way that mine has opened up and so it’s just a pleasure to share with with everyone it’s just my highest joy and so that was what was coming through for me then yes that was so amazing and it’s like if you don’t believe that angels exist you just got to have that experience I really hope that you are going to be recording some albums and I hope that we can jam to musically and create some sort of soundtracks cuz yeah I would love to I would love for that to happen and I will be actually hey next steps and feeling where do we go from here at my prescription for us is that we just trust that we sent out some major shock waves and that you know the support is needed for this to be an evolving and open source technology that can really into the integrated and can be adapted to any culture and language any place where people are ready to rise up against the rules of Christian of Christian sexuality as it is now I mean the end so bye having done what we’ve done I’m going to continue to be holding space and evolving and developing and in whatever comes our way will be you know supporting each other spiritually and through Communications and whenever possible I’m sure you know eventually there will be a line wrapped around the earth to have people get in on specifically this some revolutionary combination of elements and and the more people can be trained and facilitated is the less burden areas and less liability and the less you know mileage is put on any one person in the less of I do not want to be ever put on a pedestal I want to be stood upon that’s it for me I’m I’m super satisfied I just want to marinate forever okay thank you so much for having me on this and I’m still reaping the benefits from from all of that I’m marinating to all right but we’ll be in touch soon see if you have any last words for us before we take the go infinitely grateful to the goddess for presenting yourself and end to the universe and the Creator for just 16 credibly powerful and the medicine that we all hold it’s so beautiful and fine art and our are just desire to just be a better world it’s amazing thank you I love you guys love you too love you all love you too thank you Cynthia 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